[MAJOR EDITING] G&G: Im the Secret Agent Secretary♪ [COMPLETED]

Chapter Forty-Eight♪

CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT

JAMILLA's POV

Lahat ito nagsimula noong araw na magkagulo sa bahay. When I saw how the goons put on their guns directly at my parents.

 

The time I accidentally killed Moriyo.

 

Everything went fast after that incident. Natagpuan ng mga dating miyembro ng G&G ang bahay namin pero huli na ang lahat. We've won. But that doesn't make things right.

 

That is also when I get my Hematophobia. In other words.. fear of blood.

 

I can't blame myself, though. Bata pa lang ako noon. Ang alam kong mali kong ginawa ay hinayaan kong itago sa loob ko ang takot.

 

He did deserve to have a punishment. Pero siguro, mahirap lang tanggapin na ako ang may gawa noon sa ganoong edad. I put the law in my hands. Though it's not even legal for me to just touch a gun.

 

Pero nangyari na ang nangyari. I just can't help but feel anxious. The past keeps running on to me. Hindi ko alam. Natatakot akong bumalik sa dating ako.

 

I was a horrible little girl back then. Ni magulang ko hindi ko magawang harapin. And everywhere I would go, there will also have a voice that keeps on shouting in my mind like..

 

'Killer!'

 

'You must die!'

 

'You will go to hell. Kitty, kitty.'

 

Kitty.. because I was wearing a Hello Kitty headband that day. Pinilit kong mag-move on. Pero ngayon ko lang nalaman.. I didn't really moved on.

 

Instead I just pushed it all in the back of my mind, not even bothering how my heart was. Pero ngayon.. ngayon alam ko na.

 

My past may still haunts me until now.. but there's no way I will let that get in my way. Tapos na ako sa pangyayari noon. I do not want to repeat the history itself.

 

And... I'm going to die first before admitting it to everyone here. Kasama na ang parents ko na kasalukuyang nasa screen with Chief.

 

“Honey, are you sure you can do this? We can send any other agents to handle that mission for you-”