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Chapter Seventy♪

CHAPTER SEVENTY

JAMILLA's POV

Habang nag-eempake ay itinuon ko pansamantala ang mata ko kay Jallen na kasalukuyang nag-aayos na din nang mga gamit niya.

 

Aww, my little baby's already big. He'll soon finish his studies, then have a friend, then a girlfriend, tapos magugulat na lang ako, ipapakilala niya na sakin yung babaeng pakakasalan niya.

 

Then he'll have his own life, own family, own house. And he'll leave me—

 

Stop it, Jam. Wag ka ngang impokrita. Hindi ikaw ang naaapi dito.

 

Bigla ay nakaramdam akong muli nang pagsisisi. I just wish I'd realized this earlier.. nung pwede ko pang ayusin ang lahat. Pero ngayon? Malabo na.

 

Biruin mo, eighteen years. Eighteen freaking years itinago ko si Jallen kay Jared. Who would've thought I can do that? And who would've thought I did that?

 

Alam kong unfair sa side ni Jared. But I was also hurt that time and he's been my first love damn it! Nadala lang ako sa pagiging mapusok ko but now? Everything will turn around once again. Back to where I really should be. Back to..

 

...

 

...

 

Jared's life.

 

Natatakot ako sa napakaraming dahilan. Siguro, natatakot akong makita yung reaksyon niya. Natatakot ako na baka gawin niya din sakin yung ginawa ko na hindi pakikinig sa kaniya noon.

 

What if he wants me to stay away from him because he's still angry?

 

What if..

 

What if he already have a family?

 

What if he just don't love me anymore? Tapos sabihin niya right infront of me; ‘Hey, Jamilla. This is my wife.'

 

Parang hindi ko yata kaya yon.

 

I said stop. It's always been your decision, Jam. Now bear the consequences.

 

*sigh* Sa mga nakalipas taon, maging sila Chief hindi ko na rin nagawang magkaroon nang steady contact sa kanila. Tanging ang parents ko lang.