I cried myself to sleep that night.
I wanted to stay in bed all day today.
And so I did.
I made breakfast I ate then watched TV in my room. My room was dark and I left it like that.
The only time I went outside was to take my babies out to do their thing.
Then they would cuddle with me.
Sometimes I would start crying
I couldn't get Sebastian's voice out of my head.
I went to the store and bought a lot of ice cream and sweet things.
I went home and ate ice cream.
Another day went by and again I stayed home and ate ice cream.
I felt sick
I heard someone knock on my door.
I got up and answered it
It was Sebastian
"What do you want?"
"Can we talk?"
Then it hit me I felt so sick I ran to the bathroom and threw up.
Sebastian came and held my hair and rubbed my back.
I threw up a couple of times.
When I was done I washed my mouth.
Sebastian looked around my house and saw the tubs of ice cream that were empty.
"Jeez gloria no wonder your sick you've been eating ice cream"
"Since when do you care"
Sebastian looked at me
"Hey I care about you I've haven't been able to get you out of my head"
"Sebastian what are you doing here"
"I'm here to be honest... Gloria I like you and I've been interested in you since we had lunch that one time"
"Your just saying that cause I'm pregnant"
"No I'm not... Gloria I want to be there for the baby"
"Sebastian you have a girlfriend"
"No I don't"
"What?"
"I broke up with her"
"Why"
"Cause if your gonna keep this baby then I want to be the father I want to be there for you and the baby"
"Really?"
"Yes"
Sebastian then kissed me
Omg that felt so good
"So are you done eating all the ice cream?"
"Actually I have one more tub left"
"Let's open that sucker up"
Me and Sebastian ate the last ice cream tub together.
I know Sebastian is going to be a great dad.
Sebastian suggested that we should take a walk. He put my dogs on their leashes. We walked to the park we let the dogs play around.
"So since we're going to do this tell me more about you"
Sebastian said
"Okay what do you want to know?"
"Anything..tell me about your career life or your family or your favorite things"
"Okay I like pizza and I have 5 siblings ruby, Crystal, Eddie Jr., Bianca and Jorge.
My favorite color is maroon I like to sing I can draw and I used to sing at a jazz club in Arizona when I was 17. I love Cheesecake I started modeling when I was 15 I went to this school thing. I was invited into the band by a good friend. I can play up to 10 instruments."
I told Sebastian all about my life I told him about my childhood I had some really funny stories and he laughed at them. By the end of the day he knew everything about me.
My dogs loved him
And you know what I loved him.
I wonder if this makes us boyfriend and girlfriend.
We spent the whole day out in the city.
Then we went back to my place.
I sat at the couch
"Sebastian?"
"Yeah?"
"So what does this mean for us?...are we dating or...?"
Sebastian stood there quietly
Sebastian sat down next to me and took my hand.
"Gloria will you be my girlfriend?"
"Yes"
Sebastian kissed me
It was so dreamy
