Anger Issues

Chapter 29: Leaving Today

As soon as Jeff falls asleep, I hurry and rush out the door (with my bra and panties on) in search of Jane. My face was filled with so many emotions. As well as my heart.

I let him do it. I let him drag me down again. Poof, I'm now (and never will be again) free of my Virginity! That dick face. I wasn't even paying attention to anything around me. And at this point, I don't really care who sees me. I mean... who hasn't.

Tears stream down my face like rivers. I look down from the third staircase and scream down. "JANE! JANE, PLEASE-" A hand slaps over my mouth. I slowly look back to see E.J. My body seemed to release everything as I collapse against him. Dropping everything in my arms, I hug his chest tightly.

"E-E.J. Thank god... thank god... I'm so scared... I was so scared. I couldn't do anything-I let him do it to me. I tried to get away from him-B-But I couldn't. E.J.!" I cried against his hoodie. This is the first time I've ever held anyone like this.

Scared and fucking confused.

"It's okay. I'm here. Get dressed and I'll take you-"

"N-No, don't leave me!" This person... isn't me.

Why am I so scared? His mask looked down but quickly back up and over his shoulder. "I really have to, Jennifer. You're almost nude." I looked down and closed my eyes really tight. Only for my grip to get tighter on him.

"P-Please stay... you're one of the three people I can trust right now." I begin to shake. "Please, Jack."

He sighs and grabs my upper arm, picks my clothes up from the ground and drags me into a room with him. I'm pulled into a room that's painted a beautiful Royal Blue. "Hurry up and get dressed." I look over at E.J. to see him facing his desk.

"O-Okay."

As I'm putting on my clothes, I can feel my heart beginning to slowly beat back to it's normal pace. In between my legs are sore from Jeff. So I have to carefully step into my skinny jeans. And I hate the fact that I'm shaking so badly.

I hate feeling hopeless.

"I'm done." E.J. nods and motions me to sit down on his bed. (Hopefully this is his room...)

He sits down next to me, moving his mask up his face, "Spit it out. What happened?"

"Jeff was drunk-"

"So nothing new?"

I punch him in his arm, "Listen. He scared me, Jack. He... We-You know... Did it."

He stays quest for a moment, then he replies softly, "You had sex? That's it?"

"It's not that, Jack."

"Then what is it?" He says with a bored tone. I swear this guy is gonna get a black eye in a second. "He forced himself on me."

He hums, "So you weren't on board with that." He nods and continues, "So are you telling me he raped you?"

I look down at my lap and shake my head, "I wouldn't say... that. It's just... It felt different. It wasn't wrong, but if was definitely not right."

We stay quiet for a moment. "He's still sleeping, right?" He asks. I nod.

Then with a snap of his fingers, he looks back at me. For a moment I almost feel intimidated. But he looks at me with a comforting smile, "Let's go talk to Slender. See what he has to say to this-"

"NO!" I shout a bit too loudly. "Please..."

Then, something happened that I thought would never in any shape or form happened. He wrapped his arms around me and whispered gently in my ear. "Calm down, Jenny. Everything will be okay, you're with me. You're safe. Just calm down."

I can feel his breath blowing against my cheek. He looks at me after a minute and frowns, "Did he use a condom?" The question practically blew all of the air out of my lungs.

I never even thought of that.

But then the memory of Blacheah came to mind. "Yes. He did." I lied.

What am I getting myself into? Jack nods and stands up with a hand stretched out towards me. I take it hesitantly and he begins to walk me out of his room, a protective mood towards me made me feel better. Like everything was okay.

Even though it wasn't.

*_*_*_*

Jack and I look at Slender with disbelief. "But what if I-"

He cuts me off, "It's your choice, I'm not forcing anything on you. And sense you need a break from the mansion, maybe it would be best if went out."

"Sir, if I may." Jack cuts in now. Both Slender and I look at him. "What is it?"

Jack takes a step forward, "There's dangerous things out there that Jennifer has not yet seen. It wouldn't be a good idea to let her go on her own. She doesn't know how to track, or even fulfill her bloodlust correctly. She could possibly get caught by the government, or by the others. And she wouldn't know how to get out of that certain situation correctly." Jack paused, but before he could say anything else, Slender cuts him short.

"The fact that you think that low of her is quite insulting to both her and me. I had chosen her to be the Master of the Multipod, which means she has great potential in her, so why are you questioning my choice Eyeless Jack?" The tone in his voice sent shivers down my spine. And Jack... Well I'm pretty sure he just pissed himself a little.

"Do you have any other recommendations? If not, you are dismissed, Jack." He said and "looked" at me. "As for you, we have a lot to discuss if you are going to leave tonight."

I gulp down the lump that had formed in my throat and nod. "Yeah. I guess so."

Damn guys, I'm sorry I haven't updated in forever. I've just been everywhere lately. And I don't have many resources around me to get to Wattpad. So it's a bit difficult.

Especially sense CHRISTMAS IS COMING UP SOON!! WHOOOP WHOOOP! Make sure you guys tell me how everything is going. I haven't heard from a lot of you, so I'm beginning to feel shitty.

Well sense I have nothing else to say, I guess this is farewell.

Until next time, my fellow weirdlo~

~Creeps_Secrets~