It's all about him. -Beau Brooks fanfic

Chapter 52

Charlie's P.O.V

My eyes flickered open, my chest was killing me. I was alone. There was nobody else in the room, it was scary. I started to panic again and I started to try and get up.

I ripped off the breathing mask and started to climb off the bed, something started beeping loudly. The doors burst open and about 3 nurses came running in. 

"Miss Carter. Miss Carter stop, calm down! You're in the hospital. Now sit down"

I did as they said. Like my mum used to say, a nurse or doctor is always right. Well like I care what she says anymore.

"Where's my boyfriend? Beau?"

They all stared at each other for a moment.

"The young boy with the bright green eyes? In the prankster group?"

"Yes him"

"Well he had to go on tour love"

"He left me?" tears started to fill my eyes

"He told us to keep him posted and he'll phone and skype you when he can. He had work to do"

"Okay. Why am I here?"

"You had a heart attack"

"What!?"

"Don't stress it'll cause more strain, just sit and relax. Here's your phone"

"Thanks"

I decided to go on twitter. Thought I'd see what work the boys had to do.

I went to Luke's profile, he was at some party. Went to James', he was at a party, the exact same one. They all were. I got to Beau's and he was there too, some of his recent tweets said:

Best time ever

Wouldn't want to be anywhere else right now

Glad we're here

My heart dropped. I was so mad right now. Oh and not to mention there were selfies with other girls. I'm going to ring him, I'll phone one of the other's phones though just incase he decides not to pick up. Jai would be fine, he always answers.

I waited:

"Hello?"

"Jai?"

"Charlie holy shit is that you!"

"Yeah"

"Oh my god you're awake!"

"Jai are you crying?"

"Yeah I thought you were going to die. I don't know why Beau came here we're doing fuck all"

"Could you put him on please. Lovely to talk to you by the way"

"Sure thing hun! Urm why do you sound mad?"

"Borrow someone elses phone and look at Beau's tweets"

"Okey dokey! Bye for now. I'll phone you later alright?"

"Cool thanks"

I sat there waiting and I could hear Jai talking to Beau then.

"There's someone on the phone for you"

I laughed. He didn't mention it was me because he knew Beau wouldn't believe him. Smart.

"Um hi?"

"Hi"

"Who's this"

"Oh you know your girlfriend. The one you left alone in the fucking hospital!"

"Uh oh. Look I'm sorry but I was convinced you weren't going to wake up and the boys seemed to be having so much fun..."

"Save it. I saw your tweets and everything. You must be stupid to think I wouldn't find out and to tell you the truth I wish I had died because when it comes down to it nobody cares. Don't bother coming back to visit me or anything I really have had enough"

"Just let me talk"

"Fine. You have five minutes"

"Right well I really didn't want to leave you but James kept talking me into it and guilt tripping me. He said you were going to die so I wouldn't be any use there and that I'd be letting the fans down. Of course I want to be there with you"

"Sure you do, that's why you're at a party taking selfies with "babes". If you really wanted to be here you'd be at your hotel searching for plane tickets. Now..."

I felt a sharp pain go through my chest. I started struggling to breathe again, my phone dropped out of my hand onto the bed.

I could hear Beau shouting my name sounding alarmed. I grabbed the oxygen mask and started to take deep breaths. I felt a bit better now. I picked the phone back up.

"Goodbye Beau. Good luck with your tour. Now excuse me while I try and get better. Without your help. Alone"

I hung up and lay down. I loved him so much but he couldn't really care that much if it was that easy to leave me when I'm in this state.

The hours seemed to drag now that I was alone. No one to talk to. I could ring one of the boys but I thought it'd be best not too. Jai was supposed to ring me anyway. I felt so selfish though but everyone had someone but me. It was hard.

Jai's P.O.V

I looked over at Beau. He had just gotten off the phone. He looked pretty upset and like he was about to throw my phone. Wait MY phone. I started to run over and snatched it from his hands.

"What the fuck Jai?"

"Sorry. Thought you were going to lob it"

"No, Jai I've fucked up"

"How now?"

"Oh real nice. I think I just got dumped"

"She didn't take the, you being here at a party instead of by her side well huh?"

"Nope" he popped the p

"Well I don't blame her bro. I'd be heartbroken if Sarah did that to me. Even if it was for her career. See that's the difference between me and you Beau. I think of other people's perspectives whereas you listen to what idiots tell you and you only think about yourself and you always have. Sorry but it's true."

"I know you're right but I can't go back and see her"

"Why not?"

"She doesn't want me to."

"She says that but she doesn't mean it. Think of her cooped up in there by herself not knowing whether she's going to get out of there alive or not"

"She doesn't want to"

"Want to what?"

"Live"

"Huh!?"

"She wished she had died because no one cares about her"

"Well maybe you should prove to her you do. I know deep down in that black heart of yours you really do love her, now show it"

"Thanks Jai. Means a lot"

"Welcome, hey can I come? The wife is driving me mad!"

"Sure and can you just say Sarah? It's weird my baby brother saying wife. Ew."

"Haha just for you"

I felt bad for both of them I really did. Oh well time to work my magic. I saw his tweets, those girls better keep away or I'll drop kick them. No joke. 

When we got back to the hotel we started plane ticket searching. We eventually got some. Now all we had to do was go.

I did a longish one tonight, I'll update tomorrow:) I might be starting a new one as well so if anyone could comment or inbox me if they'd like to read it that'd be great:) thanks! Charlie xx