Begin Again

February 10th 2018

Halos magkanda duling-duling ako sa kakatitig sa laptop ko ngayon. Bakit sobrang daming words naman ang meron sa isang simpleng tanong?

I'm currently reading Moira's email tungkol sa tanong kong , WHY?

Moira: Babe, I'm so sorry kung hindi ko nasabi sa'yo ang ganitong problema before I went here. The Board of members of Century chose you to be in contact—only with you for this certain transaction . I don't know, maybe because they already know you. Di ba? Anyway, I told them that you can't be alone on this special project. You needed someone that really knows everything in this specific matter. So , after the summit, you'll go and report to their office to start the project. Hindi ito biro Rose, it's like two major company here in the country are working in one special project. We provide the land and they'll provide the materials and people . Multi-million project ito Rose ! Your very first project !

FRose: yey......

Moira: 😂

FRose:This is like hell for me and you.... You have the guts to laugh ? At me? Seriously Moira! I can't freaking stay calm and to be excited ! Like you said it's a multi-million project! And for Pete's sake I am just your secretary / assistant/ ordinary person Moira! I can't do this ! Please talk to them Mo...

Moira: You forgot to mention the smartest /the bravest/ big heart/ awesome person the company ever have. Babe don't ever be little yourself . Please, besides Kuya will be there for you. Wow, I've never been this dependent to Kuya . I'm almost convince kuya's presence will be a great help. I thought he'll just pester me with his stubborn face .

FRose: oh so we're  talking about yourself ? Right?

Moira: ha-ha very funny Rose. Anyway, that summit will be tomorrow so you better take your rest , be prepared . Tomorrow is your big day ! Ta-ta!

A loud knock snatched my attention back to my real problem . Seriously meron namang doorbell di ba? Napabuntong-hininga ako bago bitawan ang laptop ko at ipinatong sa couch.

Sunod-sunod na pagkatok ang mga sumunod pa.

"Wait ! Okay okay! I'm coming !" tse-tsenilasin ko talaga 'tong kung sino man ang naninira sa precious door ko eh. Makikita—

Nabigla ako sa mga labing walang pasabing humalik sa'kin ! The nerve of this bastard!

Hindi pa nakontento at hinigpitan pa ang pagkakayakap sa'kin . Wait a second...I know this perfume....

Ini atras niya ako without breaking the kiss. Once I knew this lips I willingly answered his feverish kisses.

He closed the door with his foot. And pushed me on the hard wood door. Still kissing. He inserted his hands inside of my pajama shirt. Reaching my two bosom and kneading them . I gasped as he pushed away the cloth covering my breast. His other hand snapped the lock of my bra . He groaned feeling not contented , he removed my shirt with the bra and throw it somewhere .

He restrained my both hands and places it on top of my head. I arched my body to feel him. He's still on his fully cloth while I'm naked on top. It's unfair!

As if he heard me he took off his neck tie and unbotton his polo. While his removing everything I can't stop from doing a small noise. I feel so desperate . So I pushed my hips to meet his.

"Shhh..."he hold my hips and sniffed on my neck.

I heard a loud thud coming from his belt landed on the floor. I shrieked when he suddenly cupped my bottom and lift me up. I feel more even hot when I felt something poking me. His kisses traveled on my cheeks, jaw , neck and back again to my lips.

I tried to break our kisses to ask him kung paano niya nalaman ang bahay ko. But he'll just chase my lips again. I tried it by pulling my face away from him .I laughed at our silly push and pull little game.  Until he totally stop and let me .

"Paano mo nalaman kung saan ako?" He was now calm and relax. He planted one more short kiss and let me settled down .

"I asked your boss." Si Moira? "Ayaw kasi sabihin ng pamilya mo kung saan ka, especially your sister. " aaww...kawawa namang mister.

"You can't blame them. I'm sorry ." I traces his pouting lips and give him a peck.

"It's okay. I'll work on that.." Then he returned again like a hungry cave man .

"Philip... K-kumain ka na ba?" I can't talk properly with him attacking my neck and my breast!

"Hmm, I'm hungry wife ...I'm hungry from your touch, your softness , your lips and of your body.." He looked at me with his hungry and full of mission eyes .

"Ako rin ..." Natigil siya sa sagot ko at tinitigan ako. He smiled and caress my face.

"Then let's eat.." I shrieked when he scooped me up and bring me to my room.

We were now entangled under the sheet . Naked . After the two—I mean three—oh you know what? I lost counts. So never mind.

He's combing my hair with his fingers . While I'm laying on top of his chest.

"I can't let it happen , Fen. We just got back together and you're seriously asking me that? "

Itinukod ko ang aking siko sa kama para makaharap siya. Without bothering covering my chest. His eyes are on my uncovered chest kaya tinakpan ko na lang ito and rolled my eyes.

"Philip, we both know walang bisa ang kasal natin dito. Hindi nga natin nae'register na kasal nga tayo—"

"Oh so you're just forgiving me so it will be easy for you to ask me for your freedom? Is that it?" Naupo siya at nakipag sukatan ng tingin. This man is so impossible!

"Of course not! I forgave you so we can start all over again! I gave this relationship another chance so we can be both be happy again! Philip, I'm not divorcing you so I can be free... I want us to start from the start clean. Leave all those ugly memories behind. Di ba gusto mo rin yon?" I reached his arm and pulled it to me. He moved and caged me inside his arms.

"I can't be without you , Fen...I don't want to be lonely again. I'm so scared if I'll grant your wish you'll run away again. And I'll totally lose you. Forever ." I embraced him . Hindi ko alam na ganito siya ka-apektado sa nangyari sa amin.

"I'm not running away again. You'll not going to lose me again. I will stay by your side as long as you need me—"

"Your all I ever need ,Fen. I'm all yours , body and soul . And I will never stop from kneading your—" I slap his hand kneading my other breast . " I mean needing you. I need you ." He said with his mischievous smile. Baliw! Maawa na sana ako kaso ibang need pala ang ginagawa ?

"I'm serious ...please Philip?" He sighed and rested his head on my shoulder. And he nodded quietly .

"I love you ..." I kissed his chin and his jawline.

"I love you...hmm" and then we start again ravishing each other's body . Filling all those years of emptiness with countless making love.

He stopped and grinned .

"And oh wife? See you soon on my office " then he winked and continue where he stop.

Ano raw?