Warning: Some Sexual Activity
We are discharged after a blissful two day stay. Aria is going to meet her grandparents and we are going to call Lori and Chris to tell them all about her. When we walk in the door, it looks like there is a party going on. There is a banner welcoming us home, hot food coming out of the oven and dessert. I'm still on a birth high, and I have so much energy when I thought I would be so tired. Baby girl is sleeping in my arms and my mama comes to see her first.
"Oh my goodness, she is a doll!" She takes her from me carefully and is surprised at the weight in her arms. "How much did she weight?"
"A little over 9 lbs" I say.
"My word!" She chuckles a little, staring at her new grand daughter.
"I want more" I tell Lindsey, putting my chin on his shoulder.
"I know, baby. But she is all I need. Are you happy?"
"Very" I say, kissing him. I take her back and we show her off a little. She is kissed so many times and he listen to all of the praise about her. Our little marshmallow is hungry so I go to the bedroom to nurse. Lindsey comes up after a few minutes.
"Oh, I'm sorry" he says, covering his eyes. "I didn't know you were, um, out"
"Don't be sorry. I'm just feeding her. There's nothing dirty about it"
"I know, I just..."
"It's okay" I assure him and he sits next to me. A sense of peace and tranquility flows over me when she's nursing and I feel complete. "Can we talk?"
"Yeah" he says, and I can tell he's nervous.
"When will you be leaving to be with Kristen for the birth of her baby?"
"I won't be" he says. "I'm not leaving at all."
"She's going to need you. You were amazing with me and you will have to help her" I tell him. 'Selfless Stevie' feels at peace with the idea of my husband being there for the baby but 'Selfish Stevie' is still deeply upset.
"It's not mine. You were right, she's a star f...fire" he says, giving me a look because he knows how I feel about that word.
"Wait, what?"
"It's not mine. She lied."
"Oh Lindsey, I love you so much!! I'm so happy!" I hug him with my free arm, kissing him all over. He has made me feel so much better, knowing all of this is over.
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In the evening we call Lori and Chris, telling them of our new arrival. They were so excited for us but midway through we were discussing so-called girly things and the boys left the conversation. Lori and I continued to talk. She would be due soon and was more than ready.
"How are you feeling?" I ask her
"Tired and done. So done. I never want to do it again."
"You don't mean that"
"Oh but I do! My morning sickness was awful, I've had horrible back pain, heartburn..."
"You poor thing!" I say, hushing Aria in my arms as she stirred. "But of course you know it will all be worth it"
"She will definitely be worth it, but right now, hun, I'm just over it. Two is enough"
"I totally understand."
"I'm gonna get some rest babe, you should too! Have a great first night home with your little dove. Good night!"
"I will! Rest up! I love you, good night"
"I love you too!"
We hang up and I put Aria in her basinet in our room. She looked like such an angel and I could hardly believe this was real life. We took a baby monitor and went downstairs. I enjoyed a small glass of wine with our dinner and we spent it talking about our beautiful daughter.
"I can't believe this is true" I tell him. "It feels like a dream"
"Then I never want to want to wake up"
"I love you. You have given me everything I've ever dreamed of"
"You've done the same for me, baby. I love you too"
Dinner was eaten in comfortable silence. Lindsey put the dishes in the dishwasher and started a load while I showered and got ready to wind down. I was so attracted to him before bur as a father, he was even more sexy and desirable. We put in a movie and turned off the lights. I sat next to him and rubbed his crotch through his pajama pants, never once taking my eyes off the screen. I heard him groan, getting so hard in my hand.
"Stop, Steph. They told us 6-8 weeks and you're torturing me"
"Please don't make me stop" I tell him. "I want you so badly"
"It's going to hurt you. We shouldn't."
"Let me do something for you" He's speechless, so I continue on in what I'm doing. I go down to the floor in front on him, sitting on my knees and look up at him. He gulps, beads of sweat popping up on my forehead. I pull him from his pants, gripping his firm member in my hand and smoothing the skin. I lean forward into his lap and lick the tip, placing my lips around it, swirling my tongue over the head and massaging his scrotum in the palm of my hand. I take his full length into my mouth, bobbing my head up and down and he strokes my hair, letting his head fall back, moaning.
"Oh, Steph..sh-shit! Jesus! Aah!" He grabs a handful of my hair close to the root and the fact that it kind of hurts was such a turn on, knowing we couldn't go any further than this. I moan slightly around him, letting him hit the back of my throat many times. The deeper I take him, the harder he presses. He releases my hair and lets his hand fall to the sides of his body.
"You are a goddess" he tells me. I look up at him, letting him twitch with anticipation. I lick up and down the shaft, licking the tip again then plunging him back into my mouth, teasing lightly with my teeth when I come back up his length and creating new sensations on the head of his cock. He's getting close and he forces my head back down so I take all of him. I let my tongue explore him, bobbing again until he releases at the back of my mouth, almost directly down my throat. I swallow every bit as he strokes my hair lazily, basking in his euphoria. I kiss the tip sensually, looking up at him then wipe my mouth it's the back of my hand.
"My god! How the fuck did I get so lucky?"
"Was it okay?" I ask, a little self conscious.
"Was it okay?! It was so, so good. Wow, baby." He kisses me, touching any bit of exposed skin as I'm just wearing a camisole top and silk shorts. "God, you're so sexy."
"Thank you. I just wanted to show you how much I appreciate you. I love you so much"
"I love you too, angel"
