Why Me? (the gaga diaries)

Twelve

Chapter 12-diary entry 4(still)

We got to Gaga's hotel, and went up to the tenth floor. We got inside, and she led me over to the couch, and sat me down. "What happened?" She asked, sitting next to me. "I got inside.. A-And I tried to talk t-to my mom.. And.." I stopped, my sobbing affecting my speech, "And what baby?" She asked. "She told me she wished she never had me.. A-and.. That I'm always just in the w-way." I stammered. "Oh.. No." She sighed, pulling me close to her. "Don't listen to her. You're a blessing to this world baby. You're not in the way!" She wiped my tears with her sleeve. "I just.." I tried to say something, but the words wouldn't form. "Shh, it's okay. Just rest." She said, laying my head on her lap. She turned on the tv, and stroked my head softly while I tried to stop crying. Eventually, I started to dose off, and the last thing I remember is Gaga kissing my forehead softly.