Why Me? (the gaga diaries)

Seventy-Seven

Chapter 77-diary entry 33(still)

"Amy, what's the matter?" Gaga asked a worried tone in her voice. "Gaga, George got Chase to testify against you! Chase is lying, he's saying that you were 'inappropriate' with me. They're going to ruin you!" I sobbed into the phone. "Amy.. Calm down baby girl. Stop crying." She ordered. I tried my hardest to muffle my sobs. "Remember what I told you before this all started? I told you this would happen. There's nothing we can do about it now, except keep fighting. So I need you to be the brave little girl I know you are and keep fighting, ok? We will figure something out." I nodded as if she could see me. "Ok." I whispered' "I already miss you." I heard a sniffle, "I miss you too baby. We'll be together again soon enough, ok?" I nodded again, but couldn't form words this time. There was a knock at my door that startled me. "I.. I have to go. Bye, I love you!" I said. "I love you mo-" I had to hang up mid word. I walked over to the door and opened it slowly, taking a deep breath. "What're you doing?" My dad asked once we were in each other's sight. "Nothing." I mumbled. "Don't lie to me Amy. Who were you talking to?" I could hear a slight twinge of anger in his voice. "Demi." I lied. "I don't want you talking to any of them honestly. You need to focus on this life now. Get used to this room, to me, to chase because this little fantasy world you've been living in for the last few months is over sweet pea." I cringed, hearing a slight slur in his speech. "Ha-Have you been drinking?" I asked nervously. He looked at me with a blank stare, and I could see his bloodshot eyes, confirming that my biggest fear was reality. Panicked I went and got my phone and started to call Demi. George came over and tried to grab my phone out of my hand but I dodged him. "Give me it Amy!" He yelled, I shook my head and continued to dodge his grabby hands. Eventually, he caught hold of my wrist and yanked the phone out of my hand, then slapped me hard across the face. I stared up at him with my mouth hung open, and a tear in my eye. "Maybe now you'll start behaving." He snapped, stomping out of the room and slamming the door behind him. Right in that spot on the floor I curled up into a little ball and sobbed into my knees, barely able to keep breathing.

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