Why Me? (the gaga diaries)

Eighty

Chapter 80- diary entry 34

I woke up this morning with an uneasy feeling in my stomach. Court day. I had tried to prepare myself for today, but nothing could've possibly prepared me for the extreme nausea I felt. I hardly got to see Gaga at all this morning, considering she was even more nervous than I was.

The entire car ride was full of Gaga mumbling to herself, and Tara and Taylor trying to reassure me everything would be ok. Once we got there we went inside and looked around for a bit. Gaga still didn't say anything to me, just held me close to her the entire time. When it was time for court to start, we all seemed to take a deep breath, then went in. The first person that was called up to testify, was Chase. I felt my heart stop as he walked up to the stand, a smug grin on his face. "Taylor! This is it." I whimpered, tapping my foot nervously. He set his hand on my knee and hushed me, "It'll be fine Amy." I looked over at Gaga anxiously, and she gave me a reassuring smile. But the second my eyes got sight of Chase, the anxiety came back. "Start by telling us what you saw?" I heard George's lawyer say. I grabbed Tara's hand and squeezed it tightly, all too aware of what would be coming out of his mouth. He looked at me one last time, the slightest bit of doubt in his eyes. "Well, I saw Amy at school a few months ago, she was there with Lady Gaga." Chase began, never taking his eyes off the floor, "And the entire time they were there something just didn't seem right. Lady Gaga had her hands on Amy the whole time, Amy seemed uncomfortable. If you ask me, it was not the way a twenty eight year old should be handling a fifteen year old. It was inappropriate." I closed my eyes and my felt my heart drop. He did it. He really did it. But, it wasn't over. He started again, "Then I got backstage tickets to one of her shows a few weeks ago. That time it was even weirder. She was hugging on Amy the entire time. When they were on stage she kissed her on the cheek, and sang her a song about being in love." I shook my head at how ignorant he sounded, but he just kept going, "And then after Lady Gaga had kicked me out of the backstage area I turned back to see her hugging Amy from behind in an inappropriate way." As stupid as he sounded, the judge still seemed to be buying it. I looked over at Gaga again, but this time she didn't meet my gaze, she was staring at her hands in her lap. The questioning continued to go on, but all I could do was watch Gaga wring her hands nervously until they were red. So far, she was losing, and she knew it.

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