Why Me? (the gaga diaries)

Ninety-Seven

Chapter 97-diary entry 41

While most people are over the moon and happy the day after their wedding, Gaga was being a bit of a grouch. She snapped at Taylor multiple times, and even at me once. At lunch Taylor finally had enough and asked her what was going on, so she said she just didn't sleep well. Later that day, I was just coming home from shopping with Demi, and heard the two of them talking in the bedroom. "Are you happy? Do you want this?" I heard Gaga ask. "Well of course Stef! When are we telling Amy?" Taylor replied. There was a long pause, "See, I don't know. I don't want to tell her. What if it upsets her?" I peeked in to see Taylor give her the 'wtf' face. "Steffi, she'll be happy too. We have to tell her!" "Tell me what?" I asked, stepping into the room. Gaga shot up off the bed, and walked over to me. "Oh! You're home, hi baby." She swooned, hugging me. She never did answer my question. All day I continuously thought of what it could be, but none of it ever made sense in my mind. We went out for lunch, and then did a bit of shopping (though I was shopped out).

We had been walking around the mall for about an hour, and Gaga's face increasingly started to lose color. "I need to sit down." She said at one point, pulling Taylor and I over to a bench. We were both worried about her, but she smiled up at me, gave me thirty dollars and told me to go get myself a bottle of fame. I hesitantly agreed, and started toward the perfume shop. When I was coming back, I could hear Gaga tell Taylor, "I just don't want to eat. I'm too scared I'll throw it up." A sickening feeling formed in the pit of my stomach. I looked at Gaga, tears threatening to form. Was she falling back into her old eating habits? I walked back over to them, and looked at Gaga with glassy eyes. "What's going on? Are you ok? What did you not want to tell me earlier?" They eyed each other nervously, then looked back at me. "Nothing sweet pea, Gaga's just been under the weather lately. It's seeming like a virus." He explained. I looked over at her and she just nodded with an awkward smile. They lied to me, why would they lie to me?

Now I'm worried about Gaga.

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