Why Me? (the gaga diaries)

Ninety-Three

Chapter 93-diary entry 39(still)

I was woken up for a second time this morning by a puking sound. I looked over to see Taylor was still in bed, but Gaga was no where to be found. I got up and tiptoed to the bathroom to see her slumped over the toilet. I ran over and pulled her hair back, squeezing her shoulder softly. After another minute she finally sat back and flushed the toilet. "Are you okay?" I asked, a crease forming in my forehead. She smiled up at me, her eyes all bloodshot. "Yeah, I'm fine baby. Dinner just must have settled weird." She said a bit too quickly. I nodded, unsure of whether to believe her or not. "Alright, well let's go lay down. I'll get you some soup and a sprite or something." "No!" She yelled, grabbing my arm, "I'm fine. Really. Besides, we have something important to do today!" I squinted, "What?" I asked, seeing the excitement in her face. "Me and Taylor's wedding is only a week away.. We need to go find a dress! You need a dress too." I smiled widely, "Oh my god! How did we forget?!" "Well, we didn't want that big of a wedding anyway, but with all of this court stuff going on, we just haven't had time to plan. We are just going to have a small ceremony, it doesn't need to be big or fancy. But I do need a dress." I smiled, and hugged her tightly. "Well let's go find the perfect dress then!" We got dressed, and did our hair and makeup, then Gaga told Taylor we were leaving, and we were off.

The dresses Gaga ended up picking out were all quite simple and traditional, the opposite of what most people would expect. She found two she liked the most and asked the lady to put them aside for a while while we found a dress for me. She picked out about seven, and I tried them on one by one. The two I ended up liking were two of Gaga's favorites. "I really love the red one.. It looked so pretty on you." She said, observing them. I shrugged, "I should probably just go with the gray one." I mumbled. "Why?!" She seemed surprised by the choice. I looked at the beautiful silky red dress in front of me. It was long, and slim fitting, it would hug every curve of my body no doubt, the back was completely open, and the it was strapless. Just looking at it made me want to lose fifteen pounds. "I just.. Um.." I kept searching for an excuse, but couldn't come up with one. "Don't lie to me, just tell me. Why don't you like it?" She asked. I could tell she got the gist of what was going on in my mind. "Ok, I just.. I felt fat in it." I blurted, looking away from her.

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sorry to end it like this! but i have to stretch some of this out.

sorry it's taken me so long to update! i just haven't felt like writing.

hope you liked it. xx

xoxo Jenna