Why Me? (the gaga diaries)

Seventy-Three

Chapter 73- diary entry 31

Last night after we got down to the car Tara took me to get some pizza. I ate about half a slice, but I truly had no appetite. She begged me to eat, and I tried, but this was different than normal, I just felt sick. After a while she seemed to understand, and we went back to her apartment. She did my makeup, and we watched a movie, but I still felt uneasy. "Amy, I promise you it'll be ok. Gaga and you will be together forever, no one is going to separate you." I looked at her with a weak smile, and she tilted her head. "What're we doing?" She sighed, getting up off the couch. "What do you mean?" I asked, following her to the foyer. "Why the hell are we still here? There's no way your dad is still over there, and how's he going to know if we go back?" I smiled, and immediately grabbed my purse. "So I can go home then?" I asked. She nodded, "Yes baby. But I still think you should stay over here tonight, just to be safe. But I think for now, you and Gaga need some time." I squeezed my eyes shut and nodded. "I'm so scared.." I whispered. "Aw, why babe? I told you, no one is going to take you from her!" She chimed, placing her arm around me. "But what if he does.. He seems pretty determined and I.. I can't lose gaga, I need her. But I definitely cannot to back with him." She scrunched her eyebrows, "Why? Is there something we don't know?" She asked. I shook my head, keeping my eyes glued to the floor. She was about to ask something else but my phone rang. "It's Demi." I said anxious to get ditch the conversation. She nodded, indicating I could answer. Demi said she was on her way over to the apartment and that she could have her driver pick us up on the way. When she got there she texted me and we headed downstairs. Once we finally got to the apartment complex, and up to the floor the uneasy feeling practically disappeared. I saw the familiar red door and ran to it quickly. "Home" I sighed. Gaga came to the door and smiled at me, removing any remaining anxiety. Once we got inside Gaga, Taylor, Tara, and Demi had a heated conversation about how to approach this and what would have to happen in order to guarantee that I stay with Gaga. I quickly became stressed again, and shoved my headphones in my ears for a while, closing my eyes, allowing myself to escape.

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i'm so tired! i hope this is good

soo.. i got an idea for a sequel for this story! details shall come soon! xx

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xoxo Jenna