Chapter 91-diary entry 37(still)
Taylor and Tara finally made their way out to the car and climbed in, Tara sat next to me, and Taylor sat in the front seat. "Are you ok doll?" Tara asked with a frown. I shrugged, still struggling to maintain a normal breathing speed. "I'm sorry.. I-I just thought it was over.. I didn't think he was gonna.. I.. This is all my fault." Tara muttered. I shook my head, "No. This isn't your fault!" I reassured her. Gaga remained silent, clearly agreeing with Tara out of anger. "It wasn't her fault." I said, turning toward Gaga. She squinted and nodded slowly, "Yeah, I guess not." She mumbled. I nodded, and fell silent again, unable to stop reliving it all in my mind. Gaga set her hand on my knee, sensing that I was still wrestling with it. She pulled me close to her, and laid her head on the top of my head. "You're right, Amy. It isn't Tara's fault. It isn't anyone's fault but his. He does not deserve to live amongst decent people again. I hope he die-" Taylor turned around swiftly, "Stef! Don't say that." He eyed me cautiously, but I just kept my eyes on the road ahead of us. After about a minute of silence Demi came running out to the car, and climbed in behind Tara. "Are you ok, girly?" She asked once she got buckled up. I nodded along with gaga who said, "She's fine, just a little shook up." I frowned, and Demi squeezed my shoulders tightly.
The drive home seemed forever long, and once we finally got there I went straight to sleep, feeling too exhausted to do anything else.
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ok, this chapter really sucks, but i needed a transition chapter, and i'm on vacation.
sorry it took me so long to post it!
hope you liked it. xx
xoxo Jenna
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