Why Me? (the gaga diaries)

Fifty-Five

Chapter 55-diary entry 20(still)

"I just missed you so much.. I had to see you." Chase said, taking a step closer to me. I backed away, holding my arms out defensively. "You need to leave." I warned, looking for Gaga behind me. I saw the two security guards, but she was no where in sight. "I just want to talk, please." I could hear the anger growing ever so slightly in his voice. Seeing that getting rid of him was a lost cause without Gaga, I looked at him and nodded in agreement. "Fine." I whispered, feeling the slight sting of defeat. He gripped my wrist tightly in his hand, attempting to drag me off. "No," I stated, "we talk right here." He glared at me for a moment, but finally rolled his eyes and nodded. "Fine." He took a step closer, and then another, and another until I could feel his breath on my face. "I miss you. Come back to school with me, where you belong." I stared up at him, trying to take deep breaths. "I can't do that Chase. I am where I belong now. With my legal guardian." I mumbled, my eyes dropping to my feet. "Legal guardian? What are you talking about?" "Gaga adopted me.." I said, looking back up at him with a small smile, ignorantly thinking he would somehow understand my happiness, "so I am where I belong now.. On the road, touring.. With my.. My mom." His expression quickly changed from puzzled to highly amused. "That is the weirdest thing I have ever heard.. Gaga's your mom now? Amy, she's psychotic. She can't raise you! You belong back at school with me. You are mine." I felt my face drop into a scowl. "Shut up." I snapped, "don't talk about her like that. Ever. She loves me, she makes me feel cared for, she listens to me ramble on about my problems, and that's a hell of a lot more than my mother ever did so, what makes her any less capable? She's not crazy, she's brilliant, to a point that no one understands her because she is on such a higher level than the majority of us can understand. I don't belong to you, I am not yours. I'm not property that you can claim. I am a human being. And you cannot just keep treating me like a worthless piece of trash." I felt a drop of water hit my hand and realized I was crying. I shakily wiped away my tears, and looked back at his face to see no emotion whatsoever. Just as I was about to have a full out melt down, I felt two arms wrap around me from behind and heard Gaga's sweet voice whisper, "I'm so proud of you baby" into my ear. I opened my eyes to see two cops and a security guard dragging Chase out of the backstage area, protesting the whole way through. I turned around and buried my face into Gaga's chest, trying to stop shaking. "It's ok baby, he's gone now, he won't hurt you. You just freed yourself. Besides, you have nothing to be scared of, the way you just told him off, he should be scared of you." I snorted, "He didn't care, his expression was completely indifferent." She just rolled her eyes and smiled brightly, "That's because he's a jack ass who doesn't understand that he had a keeper. But oh well, it's too late now. Now he gets to pay the ultimate price, he has to live without you." I smiled, and hugged her tightly again. "I love you." I whispered. She shook her head, squeezing me even tighter, "I love you so much more. You have no idea."

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