Why Me? (the gaga diaries)

Sixty-Five

Chapter 65- diary entry 27

This morning the headline of every news station, magazine, and newspaper was: "Lady Gaga has meltdown." I shook my head as I read the report that stated Gaga had "pulled a Britney Spears" and suggested that maybe fame has finally gotten the best of "Poor miss Gaga." I set the magazine down in front of Taylor. "Something's wrong with Gaga." I stated. He nodded, "You don't say.." He said with a small laugh. "Taylorrr, it's not a joke!!" I whined. His face became a bit more serious and he nodded again, "No, I agree. She's definitely not her self." Right on que we heard whimpering coming from the bedroom and Taylor ran back to see why she was crying. He came back a few minutes later and sighed heavily. "Amy can you go back there please? I think she needs you right now." I nodded, and scurried back to the bedroom, walking in to find her laying in a bed full of tissues. "Hi.." I whispered, tiptoeing in. She smiled when she saw me, and patted the spot next to her. I laid down, and she hugged me tightly. "How bad is it?" She asked. I shrugged, "We don't need to talk about it." I replied. She sighed, "I'm going to pay for this.. I know I will. But I got separated from you, and they were everywhere, and you had fallen down and he touched you and I just.." She faded away, and went quiet again. After a while I felt her breathing grow heavy, and I carefully slipped out of her grip and went out into the living room. Demi was now awake, and was sitting with Taylor at the table. "Taylor.. We've got to do something." I said, sitting next to him. "Honestly Amy..I think this ones up to you. I think the only person that can possibly fix her right now is you." "Why me?" I asked. "Because, she's so worked up because she's afraid of losing you. The only time she's been even closed to her normal self since the hospital is when she's been with you." I looked down at my hands and thought for a moment. "Well, I have no problem spending time with her, or with showing her how much I love her. But I have a good idea.." Both Demi and Taylor looked at me seeming to be very interested. "Maybe I should get a little project going, I could include some Little Monsters.." Demi smiled brightly and Taylor nodded, "Yes!" He said, "That's perfect! What do you have in mind?"

The three of us sat and talked and came up with the perfect plan until we heard Gaga start to cry again, and I went back to soothe her.

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i'm sorry. this chapter chapter quite honestly sucks.

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xoxo Jenna