Steve Rogers Imagines

REQUEST- They make it all okay

I can remember when it first happened, me and Steve we sat in the cinema room at the tower watching movie. It was during one movie that we both fell asleep cuddled up to each other. At around half 1 in the morning I was jolted awake by the sudden movements next to my on the sofa, I look to see Steve's face screwed up in fear his hold body shuddering as he tried to escape the nightmare he was having. "hey Steve, its only a dream okay, wake up sweetie" I say trying to gently shake him awake, when he suddenly wakes his arms fly out sending me onto the floor. He sits there panting trying to take in his surrounding as he held onto his chest, he scared eyes dart around the room eventually falling onto me "(Y/N), oh my gosh are you okay did I hurt you" he says quickly moving over to help me up. "Steve sweetheart its fine, I'm fine, are you okay though?" I ask him rubbing his arms soothingly, "uh yeah just a bad dream, they says its caused by PTSD and I can be a bit of a restless sleeper because of it" he explains still breathing heavily. I pull him into a hug and I can feel his heart going at 1000 miles per hour "is this why you are nervous to sleep in the same bed?" I ask him cautiously. he looks down and sighs before nodding "I know that I thrash out when it happened and I was worried that I would hurt you" he says quietly, I move his chin so he looked at me "Steve we both know you could never hurt me, I want to help you with this" I tells him placing a hand on his cheek "thank you (Y/N)" he sighs leaning down to kiss me softly "do you want to head back to my room for the rest of the night?" he ask. I smile up him "I'd love to".

From then onwards we dealt with his PTSD together, even if he was away on a mission and I was back at home we would call each other whenever he needed it. when I became pregnant with our first child he did panic, worried about whether his enemies would try and harm me or our baby. I woke up in the middle of the night and found his side of the bed empty, I get up out of bed smiling down at my little bump before going off to find Steve. I found him in the kitchen staring into space with a glass of water in his hands "Steve sweetie you okay?" I ask moving towards him, he breaks his trance and looks over at me faking a smile "yeah just thirsty" he lies. "Steve we've been together 5 years married for 1 I think I know when you're not okay" I say taking the untouched glass of water from his hands, "what was it about?" I ask stroking his arms gently. He sighs and shakes his head "I didn't even have a nightmare this time, I just couldn't get to sleep in the first place" he tells me rubbing his eyes, "what were you thinking about?" I ask, "our baby" he says putting his hands on my small bump. "I've been having these nightmare where HYDRA take the both of you and I can't do anything about it, and it terrifies me" he says taking a shaky breath "I'm constantly worried that they're going to attack the compound and hurt the two of you" he looks up and I can see the tears of worry in his eyes. I take his hands and kiss them "Steve, nothing is going to happen okay, nobody is stupid enough to attack the compound" I tell him stroking his hands with my thumbs "scott did" he says "yes but that's scott he is stupid enough" I smirk making him laugh slightly. "right he is the safest place for our family, for our kid because they have an extended family that will protect them and you the best father in the world who would do anything for them" I tell him "now why don't the 3 of us head back to bed where we can cuddle until we all fall asleep", Steve looks down at me smiling "god I love you" he say kissing me.

I was stood looking out of the window watching our two kids, sarah and james play with their dad and uncle Bucky. I could see the look of pure joy across the two little ones faces, I could see james being only 2 try and keep up with his 4 year old sister as they ran around being chased by the tickle monster that were the two men. Steve had caught up with james and had picked him up swinging him around before tickling his tummy, when Steve see that I was watching he waves pointing me out to james who also waves and makes a grabbing motion. Steve looks over the sarah and Bucky and says something, both of them nod in agreement Bucky picking sarah up so she was on his shoulders. The four of them join my inside a few moments later the two kids running over shouting mommy, I give them a big hug and a kiss and listen to them telling me about the game they were just playing with daddy and uncle Bucky. "so are you guys hungry then?" I ask, both of them nod their heads "well what can we have for dinner then? Shall we have frog slime?" i say making the two of them squeal with laughter shouting no. "okay what do you want for dinner then?" I ask, "dino nuggets" sarah asks excitedly "did I hear dino nuggets" Steve says moving in a tickling the little girl "yeah please can we have them daddy?" sarah asks bouncing slightly "sure anything for my little ones" he smiles hugging the two of them. After dinner we put the two of them the bed, I watched as Steve whispered goodnights in their ears before kissing their heads softly and making his way silently to the door where I stood. He stands by my side and puts his arm around me waist pulling me closer and placing a kiss on the top of my head, "you okay?" I ask quietly. He nods not taking the eyes off of his children, the ones who never knew the fear their father lived with and dealt with on a daily basis "yeah, they make it all okay".

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