Ms. Don't-know-the-name

Chapter 23: I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN!

[Miku's PoV] 

Tiningnan ko lang ang papalayong likod ni Princess. Napabuntong hininga ako at napasandal sa upuan. I know, even if she portrays to be someone else, she's still the same sweet Princess Allison that I know. 

All I want is to know; why she can't remember me and everyone knows her as Princess Allison Mercedez, even her parents, she didn't recognize them, why she's become like a snob lady, why she's changes, totally changes. 

Is it really because of me? Is it because I dumped her before? Is it because I left her without turning my back on her? I didn't know what to think. 

I know, I became so harsh on her at that time but I have to do it. I need to leave her in that way so she'll forget me easily. I am not worth of her love or even her attention. I'm such a coward jerk who hurt and breaks her hurt into pieces. 

If I know that I'm going to break her heart and make her cry from the very first time, I should've avoid her from the start and be Mr. Don't-know-the-name on her forever. I should’ve not let herself fall for me that deep.

Napahilamos ako dahil sumasakit ang ulo. I massage my temple. It is more stressing than working in a four corner of an office where all I can do is to have an eye on the computer. 

I still don't get how she's become Colleen Mae Austria? How can a sweet Princess Allison Mercedez be Colleen Mae Austria in just two years? How can Mercedez family unite with Austria? That from the very start is being related to Morrison Family and I haven't heard the surname of Mercedez in any meeting regarding business. 

I want to shout! I wanna know the answer to all of my questions but who I'll asked? Princess who's being snob on me and always yelling? Angel who always want to cling on me and be his Kurt? Ikey and friends, who hates me for hurting Princess? 

Kung alam lang nila kung gaano kahirap sa akin gawin ang lahat ng nagawa ko. Oo nga, dinahilan ko ang pagkawala ng communication namin but Damn! All I said was a lie! Everything I said was a lie! Even if I didn’t have any communication with her for six months, my love for her didn’t fade. I always misses her and worrying what happened to her. 

"Damn!" mahinang pagmumura ko. I'm always calm when Princess is around but when she turn her back, my blank expression is what I am always wearing. The painful and lonely expression is hiding in my blank expression that I wear in two years. 

Huminga ako ng malalim at tumayo na. Nakita kong papalapit si Angel na nakasimangot but then she smiled when she saw me. 

"Kurt!" masaya niyang tawag sa akin and clinged on me, "I'm going to stay here na. I'm so excited to live with you in just one house." 

I heave a sigh and started to remove her hand clinging on me, "you know you can't flirt on me. I'm already married with the legitemate daughter of Austria family," mahina kong sabi pero sapat para marinig niya. I saw the pain in her eyes when I said legitimate. 

Naglakad na ako para makapunta sa kwarto namin ni Princess. I don't have time for Angel.