Bad Guy Gone Good (BOYXBOY)

Kiss Me

Chapter 10: Kiss Me

"Alec?" I yelled, with a raised voice so he could hear me. He didn't respond, the opposite actually, he turned away and began walking away.

"Dude, that's the same guy from last time you were here. Don't you remember, the guy I roasted" skinny exclaimed. I began walking towards Alec.

"Don't you mean the guy who made you piss your pants?" Tiny laughed.

"Sorry guys I gotta go, I'll see you another time" I began jogging in the same direction Alec had left in, I heard Tiny and Skinny yell after me, asking me why I had to leave, but I didn't have time to respond, I just kept running in the direction that Alec had disappeared to. He turned a corner so I could no longer see him. I ran faster, and turned the same corner, but since I couldn't see ahead I ran straight into someone. Alec.

"Alec." I said panting, trying to catch my breath, my breath visible from the cold weather. "What are you doing here?"

"I was looking for you." he said simply, he took off the bandana so that it now was resting around his neck. "I wasn't hoping to find you there, though." he said quietly, his breath also visible. We were surrounded by darkness, cold and quiet wind, and it wasn't until moments later that I realised the corner I had cut following Alec, was to an open alley. It was a scary neighbourhood.

"I wasn't doing anything..." I stepped closer to him so we were only inches apart. "hey, Alec, I wasn't doing anything bad. I promise." I said softly looking down into his beautiful eyes. "You believe me don't you?" I asked, he nodded slowly. He was avoiding eye contact, like he was sad. I placed my thumb and pointer under his chin and lifted his gaze making him look at me. His breathing was shaky, and so was he. It was cold. I could see our breaths, the steam leaving our mouth every time we exhaled. Our cold crimson coloured noses almost touching. He took off the hood of his hoodie and looked up at me.

"Alex," he said shakily taking a long pause before continuing. He looked at me, "Kiss me." he said soft and quietly. I took a deep shaky breath and connected our lips, pulling his lips closer to mine with my fingers holding his chin. He placed both his cold hands on either side of my cheeks. A sudden heat made it's way through my lips and to my body. The heat was overwhelming, he was overwhelming me. His lips were soft and warm, unlike the rest of him. I slid my hand away from his chin and to his neck pulling him closer to me. Our kiss got heated, and he opened his mouth to let his tongue play with mine, I opened my mouth and let my tongue play with his. His hands found the way inside my hood and he slid them down, to play with my - now - short hair. I leaned my head to the side and kissed him a little harder. He slid his hands down under my shirt, I flinched when his cold hands came in contact with my skin, but I got used to it and let his hands roam freely under my shirt. He pulled me closer to him. Our kiss slowed down, and he sloppily pulled away and looked at me. Our foreheads pressed against each others. I looked back at him. He was gazing at me lustrously, like he was drunk, but he wasn't.

"Are you okay?" I asked slowly as he had been staring at me for a long minute. I couldn't help but smile. He nodded. "why are you being so quiet."

"I'm speechless." he said simply.

"Come back to my place." I more of stated than asked, he simply nodded, with a smile, his eyes glued to my lips. My smile grew and I nodded too. I grabbed his hands and led him back to my place.

The way back was almost quiet, a nice quiet. I was nervous, he made me nervous. He tangled our fingers, squeezing my hand gently. It felt like I had butterflies in my stomach, he did that. He made me feel this way, like a little girl who had a crush. We reached my house rather quickly, I had to let go of his hand. My hand felt colder after I let go. Jax was exactly where I left him, on the couch playing video games. A very little bruise had formed on his jaw, the area where I punched him. I hoped we could get to my room without him noticing, but as the annoying little shit that he is sometimes, he had to notice.

"So you found your boyfriend, going upstairs to have queer sex?" he asked mockingly.

"You wish, wicked fucker" I said, too tired to argue further, we hurried upstairs before he could get a chance to reply. I led Alec into my room and locked the door behind me. As I turned around I saw Alec looking down at his feet. He was nervous too. I stepped closer to him, I bend down a little to get eye contact, and straightened back up after he looked at me. I nodded questioning him, he nodded back, it was like a silent conversation we had, one that didn't need words, only our eyes. I placed my hands around his waist and rubbed my thumb against the top of his hip. I walked towards my bed, making him walk backwards onto the bed. He sat down on the edge of the bed, I lowered myself on him making him lie down, I attached our lips and began kissing him slowly. My body was hovering above his, and his arms wrapped around my neck. I detached our lips slightly to inhale and exhale, I went down to his neck, and kissed the fragile skin below his ear. He inhaled shakily, his breath pitched. He looked so adorable beneath me, we belonged here, together. It just felt right at that moment, so I went with it. He felt right in my arms, like this was supposed to happen, so I let it happen.

I ran my hands down his abdomen and reached under his shirt, I lifted it over his head carefully, and swiftly took off my blouse. I pulled away for a second to look at him, his abs slightly showing every time he moved, his faded scars covering his clean skin, I went back to kissing his neck, I traced my lips further down to his chest and placed slow and sloppy kisses right above his nipple, and lower down kissing some of his scars and bruises, letting him know I'm not disgusted. I slowly ran a hand down his body, tracing the scars, while the other was holding me up over him, so I didn't crush him. He arched his back and closed his eyes shut, letting out a soft moan as my hand slowly approached the button of his pants. I made sure to leave them lingering there for a few seconds before opening the button, but as I was about to unzip his pants, his hands stopped mine. I looked up at him, worriedly.

"What's wrong?" I asked. He pushed me away and sat up on the bed, buttoning his pants again. "Alec?" I repeated, panicking, since I got no answer the first time.

"Alex, I'm so sorry... What was I thinking?" he quickly got up, the last part sounded like he was talking to himself. He grabbed his shirt from the floor and swiftly put it on. He continuously apologized, mumbling, he hurried to the door and tried opening it, but he realised it was locked, so he tried unlocking it. This, he had difficulties doing.

"Wait, Alec, come on. Let's just talk about this. Please." I said carefully.

"No Alex, I've said too much, I've done too much. I can't be here anymore" he wasn't twisting the key the right way, he started breathing faster, "Please, j-just, can you just help me with this!" he was getting frustrated.

"No, just tell me whats wrong? did I do something? Did I-" I began, but he cut me off.

"No, just- you have to open this door" he said sternly as he continued to fail to open the door. He got so frustrated that he banged once on the door hard, and made me wince in shock.

"Alright, alright, just chill. Here," I said gently and moved him away to unlock the door. "But Alec, let's just talk about-" he cut me off by rushing out the door and leaving. I heard the door downstairs slam. I slumped down on my chair, ran a hand through my short hair and sighed.

What the fuck just happened?