Bad Guy Gone Good (BOYXBOY)

Visitor

A/N: Beware! there might be a point of view change in the middle of the chapter! Be smart.

Stay happy.

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Chapter 33: Visitor

One week of prison time had passed, only three months and three weeks left. I was counting down the days to get out of this hole. Well, actually It wasn't that bad. It was boring for sure, but I haven't been here that long so that notion could still change. I just wish I could get Alec out of my mind. It felt like I was going crazy, it felt like I hadn't seen him in ages. When you go from being together everyday, to not seeing each other for an entire week, it's gonna be different, and it was in the worse way possible.

I missed looking at his amazing light blue eyes. Run my hands through his soft dirty blonde hair. Just seeing him. I feel like I took all of those things for granted, now that I couldn't be with him, I wanted it more than ever. 

Julia signed me up for home study, so my absence level wouldn't fall, and I made a deal with the warden and he allowed me access to a computer, supervised of course, but it was great to be able to study in here. My parents bought my books for me and brought them to me. They've visited four times so far, but I don't imagine the luxury continuing unfortunately. I told them not to come often, they need to take care of their own lives, plus this was prison, not a hospital, they weren't even allowed to visit that many times, it was only because my dad was friends with one of the guards, who is tight with the warden.

I'm in a lucky situation. I'm grateful, I know this sucks, but it could've been worse. At least I have visitors once in a while, even if it is once or twice a week at most. So far my parents and Jax have been here, Elijah as well, even Julia came to visit me and told me how, if I couldn't come to her on Mondays, she'd come to me. Just to talk, help hopefully.

Today was Tuesday, and Julia came by yesterday to talk about how I was. How the studies were going, if my cell-mate was nice. We chatted for a while, and I had already used half my weekly visitation privilege. It's nice talking to her, but nothing is the same anymore. Not without Alec. The worst part was, even if he came here I wouldn't want him to see me like this, I didn't want him to feel sorry for me, or think that all I've worked for went down the drain, cause it hasn't, when I'm out of here, I'm gonna be a senior, and I'm gonna get into college. But I couldn't possibly expect anything from him, he deserved better.

I put down my books when I heard the loud buzz go off. Finally.  A guard came to escort me. It was yard time, baby. He led me all the way through the hallways, past my cell where my cell mate joined our little walk to the yard. He nodded simply and walked beside me. He had cut off his sleeves, showing off his big trained muscular arms. He was a big guy, slightly bigger than me, but I had been working out a lot in the past week. There is nothing else to do than train, read and masturbate . Literally. I was getting big, and by the time I'm out of here, I'm gonna be even bigger. I have to admit, part of me wants to impress Alec, but I doubt he'll care.

We reached the yard. It was warm now. The winter was slowly disappearing and spring has slowly shown its colour.

Owen walked ahead of me and sat down on one of the benches together with his gang. I walked towards my usual spot and leaned against the chain link fence, where I stood alone, as usual. I didn't sit with Owen and his buddies, even if he was my cellmate, he even indirectly invited me to sit with him, but I declined. I wasn't gonna get into the prison drama. I needed to just do my time and get out, no added time no nothing. I did not have time for it.

Owen was a chill dude. Nothing really fazed him, he was his own guy. Tough, quiet, respected. A lot. A guy accidentally spilled his water on him, which made two of Owens guys to handle him. And by handle I mean, break his limbs. Owen, of course, prevented any serious damage happening to the poor guy, but it just showed how much they got his back. I don't know what he did to earn that much respect, but it was enlightening. He himself doesn't have much time left, half a year I believe, he got in for possession of drugs, he's been here almost a year. It was pretty unbelievable, that he had spend an entire year in here.