This is life.

22 ➤ Christmas Eve

After crying and screaming for lord knows how many hours I managed to change into propper sleep wear and fell asleep, I woke up at around 10:30am and forced myself to stay in my room for two hours, listening to sad music on repeat until I felt myself get droopy from not having coffee. I decided to change it up a bit and made myself a cup of green tea, surprisingly good, thank god for the asians. I brought my tea with me to my room and sat on my bed, still in my jammies while reading the notebook, I don't know why but it's a book that I turn to when I'm down. As I was reading on my bed I heard a soft knock on my door.

"Come in." I said, not taking my eyes off the book. "We're leaving in three hours." I heard Jason alert. Why is he acting as if nothing happened yesterday? That was the worst punishment I've ever gotten from him, my muscles are sore everywhere, everywhere. Yesterday was also the first time I was so direct about wanting to leave, did I hurt his feelings by doing that? I probably didn't but I hope I did. I got my tea and took a sip before replying. "Okay, I'll be ready." I said while continuing to read. I didn't make eye contact or call him Master like I was supposed to because I'm more than mad at him, and when a woman is mad at her man this is how it's going to play out.

I heard a disapproving sigh from him before the door shut. "Fuck off man." I soon found myself saying as I closed the book. I took a much needed cold shower before I went out of my bathroom in a towel. I sighed as I walked to my wardrobe to get dressed.

I wore a black cut out dress with long sleeves, it stopped mid-thigh, it had a very low v neck that showed a lot of cleavage and right under my breasts and around my waist was where the criss-cross triangle style cut outs were, to be honest the dress was pretty hot and though I was wearing it to annoy Jason I knew I would've worn it anyway, it's defs party worthy. I straightened my hair before I sat down in front of my dresser and got started on my make-up. I brushed on some foundation, bronzer and rolled on some concealer before doing my eyes. I did a simple line of eyeliner before applying mascara and a little brown eye shadow which blended into black eye shadow. I picked out a pair of simple diamond earrings and a matching diamond bracelet and put them on before hearing a knock at my door.

I sat down in front of my mirror and ignored Jason as I starred at myself in the dark lighting and sighed as I creased my eyebrows slightly. I rested my head on my knuckles and continued to mindlessly stare at myself while I heard Jason continue to attempt to quietly knock at my door. Go away I wanted to scream, but I stayed silent. I didn't want to face him but of course we all now that's not going to happen. "May I come in?" I heard Jason ask nicely for once through the door. I didn't reply and I guess he took that as a yes. I heard my door open and I tried to ignore it. "Wow." I heard Jason exclaim.

"That dress, is um..." Revealing? Slutty? Attention-seeking? Deserving of a punishment? Go ahead Jason, I've heard it all, from you actually, and I'd like it better if it pisses you off, I know how fucking possessive you can get. "Nice." He suddenly said. Thanks? I guess. He cleared his throat and let the subject go. "Britney." I heard Jason's soft voice call as he placed his hands on my shoulders, his familiar tangy after shave aroma mixed with his cologne taking over my senses. "Yes Master?" I asked blankly as I kept my eye contact on myself.

"Can you please stand up for me?" Jason asked, for once sounding pleasant. I sighed and stood up, still refusing to make eye contact with Jason, what? I'm a stubborn person bitch get used to it. "I got you something..." I heard Jason say before I looked at him. He was dressed in a classic black tux and his hair was gelled and slicked back in a sexy and messy style. He had on a cute black bow to die for; damn he looked cute and sexy at the same time. He fished for something in the inner pocket of his jacket. "I was going to give it to you tomorrow but what the hell." Jason said as he pulled out a rectangular box, so I guess he's trying to apologise. He held it in front of me while he placed his arms around my shoulder and kissed my neck. I rolled my tongue and make a clicking noise before putting my hands over Jason's and slowly opening the box. I gasped when I realised it was a generously large diamond shaped pink topaz stone held in with a silver band. "Do you like it?" Jason asked as he rested his head on my shoulder.