This is life.

9 ➤ Convincing?

Did I really mean it? Do I love him? Yes, yes you do! You know well that you love him with all your heart. My sub conscience told me. I was always careful with the 'L' word and who to say it to, and it seemed like so was Jason. Was it just a 'heat of the moment' thing? It felt right to say it though. "Jason?" I asked hesitantly as he got off me. "I'm sorry." I said as I watched him sigh. "Why are you sorry?" he asked in a 'duh' tone. "I feel like I've made you uncomfortable. You don't have to say anything." I told him as I pressed my lips together. "I' m an idiot." I scoffed when he didn't reply, I felt tears forming in my eyes.

"You're not Britney." Jason told me, making me let a small gasp escape my lips. "Does that mean...you feel the same way?" I whispered as our eyes met. "I don't know if I do." He told me as he slouched his back and put his elbows on his knees. "But then again, never in my life have I brought things for my slaves, never in my life have I played the piano for them, and never in my life have I let myself feel soft towards them. And clearly never in my life have I ever felt an attraction towards them other than physically." He said, his words made a small smile appear on my lips.

"I have never loved someone before Britney." He said in a serious tone. That sentence surprised me because clearly many girls were in love with him. You wouldn't even have to know Jason personally to fall in love with his unrealisticcally handsome looks. "Me neither." I admit to him. "So I'm scared. But at the same time...glad that I'm feeling this way towards you." I told him truthfully. "This is crazy. I've known you for not even a week and I'm feeling so...strange toward you." Jason told me as he shook his head. "You know more than my family, I've done more for you than I have ever for any of my past slaves..." He whispered lowly. "I let you tell me to shut up and I laugh genuinelly with you, I never let myself become soft towards anybody like I let myself be with you..." He continued with a slight frown. He shook his head with a sigh.

"It's frightening. How can a person have such a large effect on me in such little time?" Jason said as he waited for my response. "Jason don't force yourself to do anything, I wouldn't want you to be uncomfortable." I said slowly. I sighed. "But I do want you to be honest with yourself, I'm just going to ask you straight up." I said firmly. "I love you." I said to him again. "Do you love me?" I almost whispered as I bit my lip. Jason stayed silent for a while until he finally replied. "I love you too." He said as he gave me held my hands. Those are the four words I needed to hear my whole life. I felt so alone, so vulnerable and unloved. Even though my parents were supportive I never felt whole.

But now; even before Jason had confirmed it with me I had always felt...whole with him. "I love you!" he said to me again with a big smile that actually showed happiness, he then picks me up from my waist and spun me around in circles, making me laugh in joy. "I love you." He told me again as he pulled me down and brought me in for a kiss. "Jason?" I murmured while we kissed. "Hmm?" he said while still kissing me. "Make love to me." I said deeply.

Jason and I of course already had sex and everything, but making love was completely different. It's deep, compassionate, and requires true love, which Jason and I now have. This was going to be my first time making love and I felt like it was going to be Jason's first time as well. He didn't need me to tell him twice because as we kissed I felt him walk up the stairs and bring me into his room. He kicked shut the door behind him before he set me down gently on his bed. He took off my panties and bra as I did the same to his boxers. He started to kiss every inch of my body and teased my by licking my inner thighs.

"Jason." I pleaded. "Patience baby..." he purred in a sexy voice. I groaned slightly in frustration and placed my hands on the side of my body. He suddenly came in touch with my delicate core and slowly licked it sensually with his tongue. I moaned as I pulled onto his hair and took in the deep sensation he was giving me. He kept on licking it and sucking on it till I came in his mouth, which he licked up in no time. He came up and gave me a sweet peck while I breathed heavily before positioning himself at my entrance and slowly pushing himself in.

His thrusts were slow and passionate, a totally different experience for me because we usually had rough, kinky sex, but this was far beyond that, indescribably better and amazing. Maybe it was all in my head or maybe it was because of the love we shared during this moment but Jason has never made me feel this good, and I doubt any other man could. After a few minutes I felt my climax was building up, even though I wanted to make the moment last my body betrayed me with the need for me to cum.

"Jason..." I moan. "Let go baby...just let go." He whispered as his thrusts become harder. Right after that I screamed out his name while we both came at the same time. He pulled himself out of me not long after and laid beside me on the bed and watched me as we both breathed heavily. "Jason that was..." I said in a dreamy voice. "Amazing." Me and Jason both said at the same time, causing me to smile at him. He leaned in and gave me a sweet peck on the lips before pulling me into his warm embrace. I rested my head onto his chest while I listened to his calm heartbeat. "Britney?" Jason asked, making me look at him. "I want to call off the contract."