Sincerely, Me

26 January 2017

Hey You,

You ignored me today, it pissed me off. I left school early. I told everyone I was sick, and it was true. I was sick of your attitude.

I got so upset I gave myself a headache, the legitimate excuse I used to get home. You probably didn't notice that I was gone. It's fine, I didn't expect you to see how far you went out of your way to avoid me.

I can't tell you how I feel because you honestly don't understand what it's like. I'm mildly in love with someone I can't have, ever. There are reasons for why, but I don't feel that you'd understand.

I hope you don't hate me for hugging your friend before you. I've known him the longest out of your other friends. I wish I hadn't hugged him before you because I feel like it's the reason behind all of this.

I didn't get to say hi to you before athletics, because of you. I believe me leaving is all your fault, and you know I'm hard headed when it comes to arguments. You either gotta agree with me or come back with a stronger argument that I will believe.

You can't say I'm irritable because you've done the same thing when I avoided you. I can remember that so clearly. You hugged one of my friends right after making eye contact with me to make sure I was looking. I ignored you for the rest of the day, and you left early.

It might've been to go to a doctor or something, but personally, I like to think you're mildly in love with me too. Y'know, the imaginative thought of your crush actually liking you back? It's such a middle school thing to say, but I know I tend to like that thought.

Sincerely, Me.

P.S. Don't ignore me tomorrow, please.