26 February 2017

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Hey You,

I haven't felt good about myself recently. You've been ignoring me more than usual. You and my new friend ignored me today, which actually hurt. I had nobody to spill my secrets to, nobody to complain to, and nobody to laugh with. Or it felt like it rather.

I know I shouldn't be hung up with you not liking me back because of the whole strangers admiring you and people you don't realize admiring you, but they will never add up to what I want. They will never equal what I desire, they will never be what I need.

That sounds so much worse, but right now I just need everyone to stop ignoring me and to give me a big hug. I feel awful like I'm not good enough for anyone, especially my friends. I did nothing to deserve them. This probably sounds like I'm throwing a temper tantrum but I assure you I'm not overreacting.

I wish I could get a hug or a conversation maybe but I tend to have extremely imaginative thoughts like you possibly liking me back. That's my favorite fantasy right now because warm thoughts keep me good in this cold house.

Sincerely, Me.

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