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Chapter Six

Chapter Six

•Ellie's Point of View•

July 22nd 2013

"We're going out, Darian! No need to have a bloody cow over it." I complained, what a witch that woman is.

"Just don't come back." Darian pleaded angrily at Hannah and I

"We're not making any bloody promises, especially for you." Hannah exclaimed as she opened the front door and held it open for me, I quickly escaped that hell I had left Taylor in, I heard a very large bang and I looked up to see Taylor's blinds to her room open and her room literally falling apart, Bookshelves were falling, everything was going out of place, things were being thrown at the wall, everything was being literally thrown out of context, I exhaled realizing I had made everything like this, Could I really continue touring with Bruno with things like this?

I had promised I wouldn't leave Taylor again and honestly with how things were turning out to be, I wouldn't be leaving Seattle for a bit, when I say a bit I mean awhile.

I got into the limo where Lauren and Lucy were and I could over hear Jamie talking with Lauren and with his tone of voice and Lauren's pleading one, I was in for a big talk.

"Lauren give me the phone." I asked

"Jamie she wants to talk. she's all yours. yep. yep. Here she is. if you want to get mad at somebody yell at her, not me." Lauren answered all of Jamie's questions before handing the phone to me

"Look Jamie, before you yell at me or whatever you're going to do, I would firstly like to admit that I shouldn't of left this stuff to the last minute, because now I can see me having to cancel Bruno for the rest of the dates i'm scheduled on. It's really my fault, I know. Look I have to do this for Taylor and mine's sake, I love her to bits and i'm not about to make the mistake of leaving her again, what did that give me the first time? Grief, Stress, Depressed songs, all of the above. Exactly my point so that is why I shouldn't leave Seattle with the condition of everything as it is, everything is in a delicate state of matter and the last thing I need is for me to ruin it again. So there Jamie, you can yell at me now but I gave you my point of view of this whole situation. I literally cannot and won't be moved from Seattle, I'm going to be here for a bit until I sort everything out, my personal life means the most to me at the moment." I explained my point of view from this un-extravagant situation.

"I understand your point of view, El. I'll call Bruno's manager and give them the bad news, this is a delicate situation and I respect your wishes but we will be starting your tour in the U.K. In october, So you have three months absolute maximum to sort this out, I'm trusting you Ellie." Jamie advised and I swear if I could've been face to face with him I would've hugged him.

"Thank you so much Jamie, Oh god You're the best!" I exclaimed

"Well now since this is sorted, I have to sort everything with Bruno and his manager and crew and what not." Jamie advised

"Wish you luck, Jamie." I replied

"Thanks, El. Wish you luck on your Taylor predicament as well." He replied

"Thank you so much Jamie, talk to you soon, yeah?"

"Yeah, Talk to you soon." Jamie replied before hanging up, obviously in a muddle to get things sorted, this is why he's my manager, He gets things done and fast at that.

"Four Seasons hotel please and thank you." I asked the driver as he nodded obviously going to be getting paid well, very well at that. With the money in gas we had used it would literally be over three hundred pounds.