Saving Forever For you

Chapter 43 "I Can't"

Hello There, before I continue this story. Let me first thank you all. Humihingi ako ng despensa. Sobrang naging busy ako sa mga bagay-bagay. Mag-iisang taon na rin akong di nagsusulat. Yun ay dahil, wala akong maisulat. Di ko po alam kung saan ko huhugutin ang mga susunod na chapter. Isang pang reason ay, napaka-busy ko po. After ko Grumaduate, nag work agad, at nagwork na nang nagwork. HAHAH. Pasensya po ulit. Nawa po ay magustuhan nyo tong Chapter 43. I love you all. *^_^*

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Chapter 43

"Please welcome. Mr. John Bryan Samaniego." narinig kong sinabi ng MC.

Ako naman, hindi ako mapakali. Hinahanap ko siya. Palinga-linga ako. Gusto ko siyang makita. Gusto ko siyang makausap. Gusto ko mag sorry.

Luminga-linga pa ko. Pero di ko siya makita. Naiiyak na ko. Gusto ko siyang makita.. 

Now playing: Two Steps Behind You

" Walk away, if you want to.

 It's okay if you need to.

 You can run, but you can never hide.

From the shadow that's creepin up beside you."

"Maraming taon na ang lumipas. And I still love you Me-Anne."

Hinanap ko yung boses. Luminga ulit ako. Yumingin ako kung saan nakatingin ang lahat. Nasa likod ko na pala siya. At nakaluhod. Bakit siya nakaluhod.

"There's a magic runnin' through your soul.

But you can't have it all. (What ever you do)

I'll be two steps behind you (Where ever you go)

And I'll be there to remind you.

That it only takes a minute of your precious time

To turn around, I'll be two steps behind."

Napako ako sa tingin ko sa kanya. Dahil nagsimula nang umiyak si JB. Nakita ko na siyang umiyak dati. Pero ngayon ko lang siya nakita ng ganito. Ibang-ibang siya. Dati, umiiyak siya pero meron pa ring pride. Pero ngayon, wala kang makikitang pride. 

"Me-Anne. Sorry for hurting you. Sorry. Cause I let you suffer. Sorry. Kasi hinayaan lang kita. Pero di kita kinalimutan. I stil love you. At di na ko magpapaligoy-ligoy pa....."

"Take the time to think about it.

Just walk the line, you know you just can't fight it.

Take a look around, you'll see what you can find

Like the fire that's burnin' up inside me."

"Me-Anne, can you please give another chance to prove that I deserve you. And I'm the one for you. Refresh na tin lahat. Magsimula tayo kung saan dapat. Liligawa kita ulit. Kahit paulit-ulit. Mapatawad at makasama lang kita. Please Me-Anne."

"There's a magic runnin' through your soul.

But you can't have it all. (What ever you do)

I'll be two steps behind you (Where ever you go)

And I'll be there to remind you.

That it only takes a minute of your precious time

To turn around, I'll be two steps behind."

I started thinking. Medyo matagal. gusto kong maging tama ang desisyon ko. At alam ko rin naman sa sarili ko na I can't live without him anymore. Tama na ang mga taon na nabuhay ako nang may bitterness and doubt. Now I know what to do.