Heartache

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Days go by fast but when I think of him the day goes slower than it could possibly go. I have photos of him hanging up, and images of him in my head. His name is Charlie. A pure bred border collie and I love him to bits. For anyone who doesn't know me then you wouldn't know this simple fact. I'm obsessed with dogs. I love them to bits, and I find any dog in the world cute. Charlie was special to me and still is. He has two different coloured eyes. One blue. One brown. He isn't blind, even though most people thinks he is. Anyway I haven't seen him in nearly a month and I miss him so much.
This how it went down. We had an argument and she chose her stupid husbands side as apparently tags how married couples work. So heads up for you all. If your older sister, we'll step sister gets married, you are now out the equation. Anyway they basically lived here so I saw Charlie everyday and I had a lot of memories with him.
When they yelled at him for no reason and I was laying on the couch, he would come and lay with me and lay on my stomach and put his head on my shoulder. It might sound weird to you but that was how we bonded. He would sit there for ages and after 5 minutes would fall asleep to me patting his head over and over again. If he was ever scared again darting that time he would push me away from the couch a bit and sleep down by the side of me. He would lay with me and stay even when they would call his name. He stayed by me. Don't blame me I have other dogs just at my mums house. I miss them like crazy but knowing that I won't see the puppies my dog had ever again makes me wanna cry every time I scroll down in my photos and see a photo of them.
Anyway I have 2 dogs that we brought and then another dog called bubba who my mum rescued. Anyway lucky as been my little support since we got her and scruffy made sure I was happy anytime just like Charlie did.

 Anyway lucky as been my little support since we got her and scruffy made sure I was happy anytime just like Charlie did

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That's lucky ⬆️ and that's scruffy ⬇️

That's lucky ⬆️ and that's scruffy ⬇️

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This is Charlie ⬇️

This is Charlie ⬇️

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Anyway these dogs. Their more than that. They make me feel special and they sit there and listen to my stories and give me licks on the face that make me know they are listening. But my heart aches from them to come back. I just wanna spend the day with them giving them all my love. Giving them all my attention, playing fetch with them and going to bed with them by my side. Their my little guards ad I need them back. It's how I get through life.

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