A note for you

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I read a book on wattpad today and it made me think. It was a tracob book I found on one of my friends reading lists and it described what I though exactly. It was all about weight and all that shit. It made actual sense to me by saying 'all I want is to be thin'.

I continued reading and it ended up with someone dead because they decided they shouldn't eat. For some reason it hasn't changed my mind. I still think I'm too fat and no one now this but every time I go to the bathroom I weigh myself. If it's ever over 50kg I begin to start eating less and running as I can't be over 50kg.

I just feel worthless right now aswell. I wanna disappear or die or even better run away. If I ever do go just remember to keep moving on with life and look at my notebook as they will most likely be a note for everyone of u that I know personally ):

Love u guys and stay strong 😭❤️

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