💔Heartbreak 💔

Searching

Hello just here searching for my happiness which I haven't found at all this afternoon.

I'm watching my favourite all time show orange is the new black and still no smile. No emotion. I just want the happy person to be back. I want to smile and have someone to make me laugh all the time like it used to be.

I get it though. I lost someone, got hurt by someone and maybe even hurt someone but that someone just took happiness away.

I'm freaking out aswell as tomorrow I have a football game. I just know something is going to go wrong. I feel like I'm going to fail or have a injury. That or I will just fail the whole team. I want to beat the team. I really do. I want to make it to the finals. Just tomorrow's game.

The night got a bit better I guess. One if my friends messaged my internet friend to tell him how much of a dick he was being.

Also I keep cleaning my room randomly and organising things. So that's weird.

I'll see ya in the next chapter.