💔Heartbreak 💔

Hi

It's been a few days since I've updated but exams had currently taken over my life. I don't even know if I passed them. I'm hoping I did.

Back to how I'm been feeling. Most days were good. They were great but one day went for wow what a great day to I need to die. I had an hour breakdown and nothing was making it better. I tried calming techniques but they didn't work. After a while I just give up. Doesn't matter what I do. I just let the thoughts take over.

Today wasn't the greatest. I'm just laying here thinking about life. Which is never good. Thinking about how to get rid of things such as my weight or those stupid fucking patches on my arm. Nothing is coming up in my mind. I don't have the key to fix all my problems.

I just need it to end 😣😞