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Walking in thoughts

This is basically a page of thoughts over the past few days

Each day is a brand new day to wake too. Doesn't necessarily mean it's gonna be a good one though, does it?

Everyday day staring from Monday I have walked to school. It's a great way for me to get some excersise in and for me to be alone with my thoughts.

It's takes me longer walking home as I breathe in the fresh air and can just be alone with the thoughts and music playing threw the earphones.

The problem is now some people reckon I can't walk everywhere as I abuse the term walking by using it instead to burn calories so they think.

More things have been happening. I'm being forced to eat food in the mornings before school and if I say no they try and force it in my face to eat ( you know who you are. If I'm not hungry I won't eat)

I feel like my hearts literally breaking. Every time I'm upset or have a breakdown I'm pretty sure I can feel my heart tear a little more. I mean is it even possible for that to happen.

Days sometimes feel good but they still turn bad by the end of the day. But there are people who still manage to cheer me up without even trying. They know exactly what to say and then all of a sudden I'm all calm again.

More news is I'm frekin allergic to cats I found out. I patted a cat today and my eyes went bloodshot and a bit swollen. They sting like crazy and stayed bloodshot for at least 2 hours. The thing is I keep patting them because their so cute.

My orange is the new black addiction is going great. I'm in season 2 episode 7 and it's only 8pm so I'll probably be nearly done season 2 tonight :)

Also I'm going to try and update this as much as I can. Maybe everyday or so because recently every night there is something to write about.

Thankyou for coming back to read. It means a lot. I'll be back tomorrow or maybe tonight who knows ❤️💕