I haven't updated this as I have been busy and forgot to post.
Tuesday night. It was going fine until later on in the evening. I just got pissed at myself. I don't even know why. All I knew was I wanted to stab my self in the leg and watch all the blood pouring out but I didn't. I tried something different. I always wear a spare hair lackey on my wrist for some reason. I began to stretch it so it would be on both of my wrists. I felt like it wasn't harming anything so why not begin twisting it around until it was twisting around and rubbing against my skin. So it's what I did. It began hurting but it didn't stop me. I began rubbing my wrist against the hair lackey causing it to push against the skin. It hurt a lot but it wasn't good enough. I left it like that for 5 minutes and took it off to look at my wrist. It was indented and skin was torn in some of the wrist. Only s little but enough I make it hurt. The indent stayed there for another 20 minutes before it disappeared. Throughout the minutes it still hurt and I look down to pinch my skin there. Why would I do this to myself. That's right. No one can except you for you anymore.
