I was listening to ed sheeran happier on repeat writing this :(
Yesterday was a ok day aswell. I had work then got stuck at work.
during school we had sport last period. We had to do our weight and height and put it into a BMI calculator to determine if we were healthy weight or not. I ended getting underweight. I understand that though. To be 'healthy' weight I have to meet 53kg to just be healthy. I don't feel like doing that. I like to stay in the 40 area.
Today
Why do days do this. I had such a good morning and afternoon. The day was great but the nights turn bad.
I began listening to happier by ed sheeran this afternoon. I listened to the lyrics and they hit me. I just want to cry listening to this song.
I feel like I understand the lyrics.
I also feel like my heart just tore s little more. Is that even possible ? I don't think so as it is already broken 💔
Now there's just a lot of thinking going on in my head while the song repeats. 😕
Maybe the worlds crashing around me, or am I the one crashing and destroying it 😭😭😞😞
Goodnight 😣😢😕
