💔Heartbreak 💔

Selfish

I'm so over myself

I don't even know why people stick around me because I'm literally the most selfish person there is and don't see the people around me. I end up hurting my best friend who probably needs me right now but I fucked uo our messages so I won't know.

So now I'm sitting here trying not to cry as my sister and her best friend start talking shit about how shit my car that I brought is and how it's too small and no one likes it. Then they start to talk about how apparently I'm a shit driver and I can't drive probably even though I think I'm an ok driver.

So now I'm loosing or probably lost my best friend and my confidence to drive my car because apparently I'm a shit driver with a shitty ass car.

And I've eaten one meal today and it's gonna stay that way because I don't deserve food so I'm just gonna let myself starve

Anywhere goodnight
I love you all
Be safe