💔Heartbreak 💔

Sooooo

It's been a long time no update and I'm aware of that. I'm also aware that I have a test tomorrow which I have no clue about what to study, a maths test on Friday and then a English essay straight afterwards. Oh I forgot to mention. I also have exams in less than 2 weeks. The worst part? I have 2 double sided sheets if A4 sheets of notes I can bring in. R U KIDDING ME. That's so much information to write down. I'm literally gonna have a breakdown. Over a single test. Year 11 I guess I will see u again next year a si probably won't be passing this year.

More happier news though. That's what we all like right? I managed to make a internet friend. But that doesn't stay happy. I managed to fuck that up to. Just like always. Fucking everything else up. Did I mention I fucked up what was meant to be a great night? Let me tell u.

It's was Monday the 15th of May. The day we were going to meet iisuperwomanii (youtuber). It was great. We had a poster and all made sure we brought something to get signed. Fast forward till we r meeting her. I had the poster in my hand. And was too caught up in the moment and forgot to give it to her. Anyway my friends told me once I walked away so this guy took it made her sign it and gave it back. We wanted to give it to her. But of course. You guessed it. I fucking forgot. So I got the blame. I'm so annoyed at myself for it.

So I guess there isn't really happy news. Every news I have turns into something wrong. Met a friend fucked it up, fucked up giving a poster to someone. What else can I possibly fuck up?

I just wanna disappear. Besides will You even notice ?