No one ever tells you how much it hurts to fall in love. Like I didn't think I'd be sitting here crying my eyes out because I randomly miss him. Like his smile or his hugs.
But it sucks. Everyone keeps talking about him recently and he keeps coming to my work and I just hate seeing him there coz I know his order and I know his voice and I hate myself for it
Like I hate that hes still is in my mind.
