💔Heartbreak 💔

Late nights

Would someone like to tell me y I am up at 1am when I have work tomorrow morning at 9.30?

Iv been reading more Wattpad stories and they are all getting into my mind. For a few weeks I haven't had any shakiness or anything like that but today it all came back. I was reading a book and it began talking about their weight and how they aren't fat but skinny and for some unknown reason I began shaking and trying to get the thought out of my mind which I couldn't do, as the last time I had a mental breakdown I'll call it it was about my weight and all that and I didn't feel like having a replay of that.

I also should be asleep as I'm gonna be grumpy asf tomorrow but that ain't gonna happen.