Idk how to feel about myself. I know everyone around me has there own opinions and judge me on what they've heard. But there isn't a need to worry because I judge myself too.
I know people hate me and I regret things in life. But maybe I should just be quiet from now on and say to everyone "I'm so happy" "I'm fine" "Life's great at the moment" so then I can go home and my pillow can be drenched in tears.
Idek if I wanna be alive anymore. The people I thought were close to me don't even like me. My family doesn't like me. My dog is the one who comes up and cuddles with me.
I don't get hungry that much some days as well. And I'm starting to not eat all sweets and chocolate at all because I don't like them. But I guess that's tastebuds.
Idk what this chapter is but I'll probably end up going on another drive tonight to neverland because life gets too much
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De TodoMost people are broken, but some people like me can't be fixed.
