💔Heartbreak 💔

Mum

I always complain and say stuff about my mum but deep down I still love her and she's still my mum.

Well on Saturday morning I got a phone call from my dad saying that my mum is in hospital as she had bad heart problems but she's in a stable condition. When I got the news I didn't even know what to do. I couldn't cry as I was around people and in a persons home so I couldn't just cry.

I really just didn't want to hear the words of my mums in hospital as it just broke me inside.

The good thing is I get to look after her dogs who cuddle with me 😞💔

I went and saw her yesterday (Saturday) and it just hurt to see her laying in the bed with patches and bandages all over her. She tried making it positive but it just physically hurt as she couldn't do anything and I could just tell she wanted to be at home 💔💔

Well just before I got some news. My sister is the one who's receiving all the information about my mum as she's known as her carer and she tells my dad everything going on so we can know aswell. Well apparently my mums eyes and skin our going a little bit of a tint yellow which means her lungs are failing.

I really don't know what to do either. Like she's my mum and she's probably in a lot of Pain and all I can do is just watch it not help

Stay strong 💔😞