💔Heartbreak 💔

I give up

I think I finally give up on life. Like I don't care what happens to me anymore.

Like yesterday at work in my break I just broke down crying while I was chatting to someone. Everything is literally upsetting me and bringing me to either cry or be at the verge of tears.

Anyway I'm just hurt because yesterday I decided to go to point peron with people to take photos but it was windy and wet. Anyway I looked st the floor and went to move to the next rock but instead I smacked me head into a rock and my head started to bleed.

So I went back up there and waited for this persons mum to come pick us up and all I could think was why didn't I do more damage. Why couldn't I just die from it. Then everyone wouldn't have problems with me and everyone could be happy. Besides it's my like my friends gave a shit anyway.

My head still hurts and everyone told me I should of gone to the hospital but I didn't I just went home and took nurofen because everyone said I would be fine and I always believe people so I just went home then later went to work

Moral of the story is
Why am I still here no one wants me anyway 💔