Haha, I'm An Idiot.

Why The Hell

Disclaimer: This is a vent. Or a rant. Whatever you want to call it, it's pretty much me complaining. If you don't like that, it's okay. I'm telling you now so you don't get up my butt later. If this offends you, keep it to yourself. I'm sorry, but I don't have the energy right now. You can tell me later though, just give it a few hours. I'll be ready to listen if you want something changed by then. I'm not worrying about grammar or anything either. Most of this is governed by autocorrect. Nothing here is personal, I'm just frustrated.

*deep inhale* here we feckin go boi

Okay so why the flying frickleton is there so much drama on Wattpad lately? I seriously don't get it. I understand that people can have really hard lives. I get that people really do suffer from mental illnesses. But why y'all gotta be so fecking negative? People are capable of happiness, don't you get it? Mental illness (and other illnesses like diseases) shouldn't stop you from tryna be happy. My mom has depression but she tries her best to be positive and enjoy yourself. As far as I know, that can be very hard, but she ain't wallowing in self pity! It seems inescapable. In fact, I literally just followed someone today and the very first post I get is angsty. I'm not saying they don't have a valid reason. I don't know enough to discount it. What I'm sayin is that it seems a bit ridiculous for all the regularly updating books I read to have super hard bad lives. It's over half, and that can't be healthy for the writers. And sometime it ain't them. Other peeps off starting drama for them. Somebody's friend treating them like sh!t. That friendship frickin ended man! And it makes me feel bad that there ain't nothin I can do to help! Why y'all gotta do that? If y'all got something bad goin on, don't lash out on a friend. Talk to them, for the sake of jeebos crist in the batmobile! If you don't wanna, don't. Just don't say angsty ambiguous crap because that will #1 worry your friends and #2 make it seem like u don't care about them. It don't matter if your havin a sans level bad time, just make it clear that you don't wanna talk rn and will be ready laters whenver that may be. And don't threaten people. If you say scary sh!t like I'm gonna kill myself, even if you don't mean it, it can really upset people. Ya ever hear a lifeguard tell a Kidd not to yell for he,p unless they really mean it? Think about that. Unless you've contemplated suicide and need to talk to somebody, don't say that. Double for telling someone to kill theirself. Just don't. If ur havin a problem with a friend that they don't apologize for or or want to say they don't want to discuss anymore, take it to the dms. It can stress out people around you, especially if your e really angry nad refuse to take advice. That's another thing. Don't go yellin willy nilly. There's no point in makin an angry chapter callin someone out if you're still all fired up and don't care what people have to say. That's pretty attention seeking. If you are gonna make a chapter like that, wait to calm down about it. Better yet, try to resolve the conflict b4 you even get there. Also, don't fake anything. Acting edgy and saying you cut etc. can be hurtful and scary to people who do. If you want the attention, go somewhere else. Don't waste people's time. Go, find soemthwere you can be with friends and people who will listen to yo. Last thing, don't start drama. At all. If u gotta problem, you don't have to bawl and scream over it. It's okay to vent to get out feelings, just #1 don't do it constantly and #2 don't be vague.i get really worried for people when they write about a problem but don't at least hint to the problem. Get it? I'm doing the same rn, but I'm telling y'all what bothers me and how I feel about it in a good way. I'm not screaming and I'm tryin my best to keep it clear. At least sort of tell about what you are experiencing so people can help when you need it. And if you don't want any advice at the moment, please BE FRICKIN COURTEOUS! For example, I don't feel I need advice or confrontation atm. I'm tellin u so you understand. they just want to help you! And if somebody acts rude to u in a similar situation, do not blame them immediately. Sometimes it can take a day, week, or even a month before they are ready to talk. Respect their wishes and don't reply in the same manner, or perhaps even at all. This could worsen the way they feel. If they ar worth your time, they will apologize when they feel better.

Anyway, rant over. Sorry about this. Again, nothing is personal. Mostly all is well in my life right now. Nothing is personal, you don't have to worry about that. I'm just sick and tired of seeing all these bad things all the time. If something is wrong, tell somebody. If you need to take a break, do it. If you need to quit something or somebody that makes you unhappy, do that too. Just please, PLEASE make it clear why, be polite and nice as possible, and understand that there may be some hurt feelings for a while. And for others, please don't throw a tantrum if you are on the other end of this act. I was sad when an author I liked quit Wattpad, but I tried my best to understand that it was beneficial for them and if they needed to do it, it's okay. That is all I have to comment on right now. I only have one more point:

You don't need to document every bad thing in your life. It will only hold you down. You also don't need to write about personal matters unless it will affect your books and readers in some way. For example, my mom recently broke her leg and I may not write as often while I'm helping her. See? That is a negative thing that happened to me, but I wrote because it will be impactful to the way I update. If I were to argue with a friend, I wouldn't write about it unless it changes something important here. That would only further hurt more feelings, especially if that friend was on Wattpad and started another argument right here for everyone to see. If that happened, I'd talk about it with them privately because nobody else did anything to deserve that anger. That's behind the scenes stuff. Anyway, that's all. Thank you for reading.

...and happy Easter, I guess?