Double Or Nothing (Sequel To Double Standards Part 2)

Truth Set's You Free

Demarco

Something wasn't right. I couldn't put my finger on it, but deep in my soul I could feel it. I was told to always trust my gut instincts  and I trusted them now. Samantha just wasn't acting right. She forgave me to easily and laid a killer kiss on me. That just wasn't Samantha's style. She was more shy when it came to being intimate. Usually I always made the first move unless she had been drinking, then she became frisky.

Also she was very eager about getting her mom help. She talked about that more than she did the killings or my mafia ties. If I didn't know better I'd say she was up to something so I was just going to come right out and ask her. I don't like liars nor will I be used.

Entering the room I found her dressed in a pretty dress that clearly belonged to my mom or sis. She looked gorgeous but I knew she was uncomfortable in such expensive clothing. Rubbing my tire eye's I sat down and looked at her. "Sam we need to talk".

"Okay" she said taking a seat across from me.

"Correct me if I'm wrong but I feel like something is off with you, like your holding something back".

I watched as she fidgeted nervously. "No, I'm good Demarco".

"Don't lie to me Samantha. I'm very good at spotting a liar. You forgave me way to easy nor do you seem concerned about my lifestyle".

"I-im not lieing Demarco. I just want to forget all of that and move forward".

"Bullshit Samantha. I admit, I love you. I've never been in love before until you. Never even wanted it. Fuck and you want even let me bang you. But I can respect that, I even admire it. I'm willing to wait for you. What I can't respect is being deceived, lied to, used. Be honest with me now cupcake. Whatever your answer is I want hurt you or deny your mom help. I want even keep you here against your will. Like I said I do love you but I need love back. Real,true love. Not fake shit to get what you need. Answer me this Sam, are you simply agreeing to be with me to get your mom help?"

Samantha looked down at her folded hands and I heard sniffles. Finally she spoke but couldn't look at me. "I want my mom better so bad that I was willing to do anything".

I took a deep breath and asked. "So I'm correct, you mended our relationship just to help your mom?"

Sobbing she shook her head yes. "I'm sorry Demarco. I'm not this person and you know it. I'd never intentionally hurt or use someone. But I saw the chance to heal my mom and jumped on it".

"And after she got better what was your plan?"

Wiping her eye's she answered "to take her and disappear. I'm not proud of any of this. I never wanted us to end up like this but so much has changed".

Lifting her chin up I made her look at me "nothing has changed for me cupcake. Tell me, do you have any feelings left for me?"

Samantha burried her face in her hands weeping. "I use to. I felt myself falling for you but now..."

She couldn't finish so I finished for her. "But now you can't because who I am, what I do".

"Yes" she sobbed out. "I can't love a monster".

Her words burnt me to my core. I stood up and looked down on her. "Fair enough. But just remember this monster took away your hurt and the ones hurting you. This monster keeps his word and will make sure your mother gets the best care. This monster talked to your boss and paid him well to ensure you kept your job after being away longer than planned. This monster will also take you home in a bit, so get ready".

I walked out and slammed the door. Within the hour I had Samantha escorted to my car. As I pulled off I reminded her "I trust you want speak about any of this. If you do I will discontinue payment on your mom's treatment. After she's released if you speak I can and will have her hunted down and put in a nut house for life".

I handed her a folder that contained her mom's information. "Everything you need is in here. Address, numbers and all. She should be settled in by lunch tomorrow. I hope she recovers well".

"I can't thank you enough Demarco. I'm so sorry, I do love you, I just can't be with you".

"Don't worry bout it Samantha. Once I let you out you'll never see or hear from me again. Your free to live your life and forget the monster".

"Demarco please, I'm sorry for being harsh".

I held my hand up letting her know the conversation was over. A few moments later I pulled up in front of her apartment. Usually I would get out and open her door but monsters don't do shit like that so I just sat there. Samantha stared at me crying but I refused to feel. I would never get caught up in feelings again. I lost to much this time. "Your home now. It's what you wanted".

Samantha tried her best to smother a sob as she reached over and clung to me. "How I wished none of this happened. I just wanted to be with you".

"You didn't give me nor us a chance". I said harsher than intended. I prayed her hands from around me and leaned over opening her door. "Out cupcake and goodbye".

"Demarco".

"No Samantha. Out. I'm giving you what you want. Please just go while I'm still able to hold my shit together".

She squeezed my arm tight then stepped out. Samantha remained on the sidewalk crying and I wanted nothing more than to hold her but I sped off leaving her as well as my heart on the sidewalk. I stopped at the first bar to drown my sorrows and snatch up the first willing whore.

Fuck all that good guy shit I'd been doing. It gets you know where. Only leaves you broken. Tonight I was going to fuck until I passed out. I spotted my first victim within in 10 minutes and strolled over. In no time I  had her at a hotel riding my dick like a rodeo star. Trust and believe I let this bitch have every inch of me hard. Images of Samantha kept popping in my mind but I shoved them away.

Afterwards as I was getting dressed and ready to jet I felt guilt and dirty. Almost like I had cheated on Samantha but I reminded myself that she no longer wanted me. 2 hours later I was laid up with a different chic giving her ass a beating. Yep the old Dem is back.

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