What We Kept Secret

Chapter 18

"I love you Jennifer Jareau." He said meaning every word
"I I." Was all I could stutter out
"Its to early isnt it." He sat up looking upset
"No, no its not." I said sitting up next to him
"I love you too Billy LaMontange." I said leaning my head on his shoulder
"Billy? Really?" He laughed before pulling me into a deep kiss
"Yes. I love you Billy, Will, William LaMontange." I laughed as he wiped a few stray tears away
"I love you Jenny, Jen, Jennifer Jareau." He said giving me another deep kiss
"Can we go home?" I asked
"It is getting kindof chilly." He said pulling me closer to warm me up
"I mean home home. Back to me place." I said trying to drop another hint
"We can leave in the morning." He said winking
We drove back to my moms and stumbled upstairs to go to sleep.

The next morning we packed before going down to breakfast and to say our goodbyes. The five hour car ride flew by and we were back to my apartment by five o clock. We wasted no time getting into my bedroom.

I was relaxing to Wills breathing and the slow movements of his chest rising.
"A penny for your thoughts?" He asked as I continued to draw small circles
"I love you." Was all I could say
"I love you too." He said kissing my forehead
"Round two?" I asked as he flipped me into my back and kissed my neck
"I take that as a yes." I moaned
"Thats a hell yes." He said quietly in my ear sending shivers down my spine

It was eight and we were both hungry.
"Pizza?" I asked passing him the phone for him to order
"Do you want me to order?" He asked laughing and I nodded yes
"You should be lucky you look sexy as hell in my shirt." He said pulling me into his laugh
We waited for the pizza and I laid with my head in his lap as we watched some baseball game.
"Cher, I need to ask you an important question." He said with some concern in his voice
"Ok?" I said confused sitting up
"Are you, you know?" He said getting shy
"Am I what?" I asked with a slight laugh
"We havent been very safe." He said indicating our sex life
"Ohhh. Yes Will. Im in the pill." I said as relief washed over his face
"I mean I would like to be a father but not right now." He said making the butterflies go crazy
"And I would like you to be the mother of them." He said pulling me back in
"Oh really?" I asked wanting him to open up more
"Could you imagine having a little girl look like you? Im already wrapped around your finger. Having a mini blue eyed blonde hair princess would make it worse." He smiled and laughed
"I have you wrapped around my finger?" I asked
"Out of all that. Thats what you picked up on." He laughed kissing me in the cheek
"Well and that you want a daughter." I laughed
"Well a little boy would be even better. Raise him to fish and I would have a hunting buddy." He laughed as there was a knock on the door.
"I got it." He said going towards the door
"I can get it." I said digging around my purse
"You have no pants on." He laughed and stepped out to pay him and returned with the pizza
"So we got one half with with yummy meat on it for me and a gross half of just cheese and pineapple for you." He said opening up the box as I came back in with ranch and beers
"Pineapple pizza is not gross." I said back standing up for myself
"Its alright. But than you add ranch to it darlin." He said laughing and taking a sip of beer
Our night went on and full of fun activities

The next morning I woke up to an empty bed. I threw on his shirt and walked out seeing and empty living room and kitchen. A note was on the counter

JJ,
Went out to get you a surprise. Be back soon.
Will

That man. I thought to myself smiling. I cleaned up. Being with Will made my OCD go down and more relaxed and it was nice. Fifteen minutes later the door opened and Will was holding a bag from my favorite bagel place and coffee from Starbucks
"I like this home delivery." I laughed and went up to kiss him
"I have a venti hot white chocolate mocha and a plain bagel toasted with butter. Wow JJ boring much." He winked and gave me a kiss
We ate our breakfast and I laid and bed and watched him pack.
"Cher dont get sad we will be back together soon." He said trying to make me happy
"But your like this perfect little bit of my life." I said getting upset
"And your mine. Babe it will be fine." He said laying next to me and pulling me close
"When do you leave?" I asked
"Tomorrow morning." He said with his cute grin
"Why are you packing now?" I asked in shock
"To bother you." He laughed
We went on the rest of the day between the couch and my room. Waking up before he did in the morning to get ready. I was getting in the shower.
"Mind if I join you?" His sleepy voice asked as he peaked behind the curtain and I nodded yes
We were finally out the door at six thirty.
"This is too early Cher." He whined while driving towards the airport
"I already miss you." I said grabbing his hand
"I miss you too." He said kissing the back of it
Dropping him off was the worse part of the weekend. We made the most of it and I went to work.

I wasnt even in the office for twenty minutes before Emily walked in and closed the door behind her.
"Someones got some explaining to do." She laughed and made herself comfortable in the chair in front of me. 

I hope you enjoy a little insight of what could have happened in that one year. Thanks for reading 😊