What We Kept Secret

Chapter 48

"Before Hawaii." I said realizing its been a month
"You want to take a test?" He asked as I leaned forward on the bathroom counter looking into the mirror
"No. Its probably just stress and everything that has been happening." I said turning around and looking at him
"If you say so. But I dont remember you taking your birth control since way before Hawaii." He said before I turned back to the toilet
"Your right. Ive been forgetting my pills." I said leaning against to wall and tears fell from my eyes
"So you might be." He said sitting next to me as I leaned my head on his shoulder
"I dont want to take a test from a drug store. I will go to my doctor next week when I get home." I said shaking
"JJ its fine. It takes two to tango. We are just starting our family a little early." He said with his goofy grin
"But.." I started to say but he stopped me with a kiss
"No buts. Our lives are not ruined. We will figure out the living situation. I have been looking at houses in Virginia for us because Ranger needs a yard. We will be fine if we are really having a baby." He said pulling me in close to him
"Im sorry I was so careless." I said between sobs
"I was careless too. Now lets get some food in you after throwing up everything." He said standing up before picking me up and carrying me to his bed
"The kitchen is the other way." I said as he laid me down
"Breakfast in bed." He said kissing my forehead and walking out

I watched Will give his speech to everyone and not a dry eye was in the church. Charlies funeral was beautiful and Will did great speaking on behalf of his family.
"Come on some of us are going out for drinks for him." He said wrapping his arms around my waist as we watched his coffin get lowered
"What if I am?" I asked quietly knowing Tony would show up to go back to Wills
"You are the DD tonight." He said winking
"But the bar is walking distance." I said with a smirk
"DW, designated walker." He said making me laugh
"Come on little bro you can flirt with her later." Tony said coming up behind us
"Mom is ready." He said pointing back to the truck where Grace and his mom were
"The tribe has spoken." Will laughed as he guided me there
"Come on you two!" Grace yelled as we picked up on pace
"JJ you doing ok? You look a little pale sweet heart." His mom asked as we got into the car
"Ya. Im alright Heather just a little nauseous thats all." I said leaning my head against Will shoulder
"She is right Jen." Grace said not looking up from her phone
"She could be pregnant Will." Nate said joking as both of us lost the color in our face
"You arent are you?" Grace said looking over at me
"I dont know." I said wanting to cry
"Damnit both of you." Heather said looking at the oldest and youngest LaMontange
"Im finally going to be an aunt." Grace said before running out of the car to get into the house
"Wait for me." Nate yelled trying to get away from his mom
"We need to talk you two." Heather said as we followed behind her and inside

"You need to take a test honey." She said with her accent coming out think
"It might be stress. Ive had a lot lately." I said still trying to deny it in a way
"Momma its not your problem its ours." Will said squeezing my hand harder
"Dont sass me boy. If she is its my grand baby she carrying." She said giving him a pointed look
"Im going to my doctor when I get home this week." I said still not sure if I want to
"Im so happy for this possibility." She said pulling me up and into a tight hug
"Your not mad momma. We arent even married." Will said reminding me how old school his parents were when they were growing up
"Oh hush. I know you two are getting married and besides me and your daddy werent married when we had Nate. No wonder hes a pain in my ass." She said relieving the both of us
"I think we are going to go and take a nap before tonight." Will said as I agreed and we went to his room

"Take the test darlin."Will said giving me a box of pregnancy tests
"I dont trust them." I said putting the back in his hand
"Do it for me so I can be there at least." He said giving me his best puppy dog eyes
"Fine but they are not always accurate." I said to him walking to the bathroom   

Its almost over! I am still taking one shot suggestions and starting to write them!