~chapter 14~
I read the note and only more tears run down my face.
I smiled because I love him too but I know he doesn't anymore.
I lay on my back and stare at the ceiling.
I would've ran out of here and went to the middle of the forest but I can't walk.
I cried myself to sleep and woke up the next morning.
I looked around and got into my wheelchair.
I rolled myself over to the sink and brushed my teeth.
After ordering breakfast from room service, I turned on my laptop to watch Dexter.
After a few episodes, I got back on my wheelchair to leave and go meet Bart at a meeting.
He called a few nights ago if we can meet which I found weird.
I knock on his room door and he opens.
I roll in and sit at the table and he sat across.
"We need to talk." He said. I felt kind of weird and nervous. It was like being called down to the principal office.
"You have to leave the Magcon family." He said.
My eyes widened and my mouth dropped open.
"What?" I asked with trouble.
"It's hard, I know but your mother requested it and you've been a distraction to the boys." He tried to explain.
I began to cry into my hands.
"You know what. This is shit!" I yelled.
Bart felt offended by my choice of words but I didn't regret it.
I opened the door and left.
I realized that all the guys were coming towards me to check if I'm alright.
They were acting. They didn't care about me. They wanted me to leave.
"Are you ok?" Matt asked.
"Shut up! You. You. You. You." I pointed at all the boys, "I have to leave because of you! I'm a distraction! I'm a piece of shit to you guys. I'm a joke!" I slowly rolled back trying to get away from them.
"What are you talk-" I interrupted Jack G.
"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck you all!" I screamed and rolled back.
"NO NO NO!" The guys screamed.
I felt myself fall back. I just fell off a balcony.
