Dylan
"Arghhhh!!!"
"Dylan! Dylan!" they called me. I can't help but to hold my head that hurting so fucking bad.
"Ysabel.. Lumabas ka muna... Ysa, please..."
"Arghhh!!!" parang gusto kong ipukpok ang ulo ko sa dingding, parang gusto ko kunin ang utak ko, parang gusto kong suntokin ang sarili ko.
"Dylan! Please! Dylan!" my mother is crying so hard and hugging me so tight.
I can't even watch them. I can't even open my eyes. I can't even hug my mother back. I can't even say what I want to say.
Everytime I look at that girl... My head starts to pound severely.
"She must be the type of person who you created a lot of memories with." sagot ng doctor sa akin isang araw ng tinanong ko siya bakit sumasakit ulo ko kapag nakikita ko yung Ysabel na iyon.
"As your doctor, Dylan. I won't allow her first to go with you. I don't want you to risk the chance of remembering everything. As much as possible, let's just wait and not to hurry about it. May mga sessions pa rin naman tayo..."
Sabi nila, si Rylan at Gab raw ang pinaka-close ko sa lahat. Sila raw ang palagi kong kasama sa lahat ng bagay. They are telling me things slowly. Iyong mga maliliit na detalya daw.
"I ship Ysabielle now! Ysabielle! Ysabielle! Ysabielle!" napadungaw naman ako sa hagdan sa sigaw ni Rylan.
I was about to pass it to go to the library.
Ysabel is filled with chocolate on his face, at si Gab sa damit niya. Kumunot naman ang noo ko.
Baka sila ni Gab ang close? Hindi kami? Baka sila ni Gab ang may something. Hindi kami.
I was bothered and I don't know why. Kahit pagbasa sa libro sa library ay hindi ko magawa.
Four pm when I went down to eat. And Ysa was there standing and preparing something.
"Uh, Dylan." nahihiyang tawag niya. I nodded at her.
There is something inside me wants to throw some questions at her but I am scared... I am scared that I might discover something and hate myself because I can't remember it.
But no. I already have a girlfriend. Magdalene.
"Dylan..." I was walking when she called me.
My forehead creased on her.
"Dylan..." she cried and hugged me so tight.
What?
"E-Excuse me..." tawag ko. Inalis ko naman ang mga braso niyang nakapulupot sa katawan ko.
"It's me Magdalene! Your girlfriend... Dylan..." naiiyak niyang sabi at niyakap ulit ako.
Girlfriend? Meron ako nun? Bakit hindi ako sinabihan ng mga magulang ko?
Magdalene showed me pictures of us. Tons of pictures.
She was always there. Sinasamahan niya ako. Hindi ko nga maintindihan kung bakit wala siyang kasama palagi.
"Bakit ikaw lang mag-isa palagi?" tanong ko.
Merong mga tao na lumalapit sa akin at sumasakit ang ulo ko. Katulad ng mga kaibigan ko daw. Pero ang hindi ko maintindihan, kapag si Ysabel ang lalapit sa akin ay sobra sobra ang sakit ng ulo na nararamdaman ko. Hindi lang ulo, parang lahat ng katawan ko ay sumasakit.
