wolfstar oneshots 💕 (Finished)

47. moon

I know youre somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

Sirius looked longingly to the moon outside his cell window.
The moon shined bright tonight but its the full moon.

He imagined remus alone in the shack tearing his skin off by himself.
Sirius shivered at the thought. Just right then a dementor passed.
Sirius hugged his knees and tried to warm himself.

I want you back, i want you back
The talk of the town
Youre all i have

He only had him and now hes gone.
Just because of the silly rat.
Sirius had to part with his love.

Who knows where remus is right now.
Maybe hes clawing himself out of q cave somewhere.

"Im sorry moony. Im sorry i wasnt there"
Sirius repeated again and again. That is the only thing he could say before he would dissolve into tears.

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon

"Please deliver this message to my love. I will get out of here. No matter how hard it is. Im sorry moony im sorry harry im so sorry james im sorry lily.. im so so sorry i cant do much but get myself locked up. Im the worst"
Sirius looked to the moon hoping for a miracle to happen. Hopping the bars to his cell would melt and he could run away.

Hoping youre at the other side
Talking to me too
Or am i just a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Little does he know. In the other side moony is bleeding and slipping into the unconscious. He just turned back into human from wolf.

"Sirius i hope youre alright. Forgive me for i cant do anything but be a monster and endanger everyone" remus laid down on the cold cavern floor.

He hugged his knees.  Tears forming and soon a single silver tear raced down  his cheeks.

Years and years of memories. Remembering the good times. Yet it all disappeared in one night. One cold night.
Where a rat made a betrayal. When the stag and his doe passed into the after life. When a little fawn was left with no parents. When the dog was arrested and sent into hell on earth. When the wolf was left all alone for 12 years.

Can you hear me calling ?
They said ive gone mad
But when the sun goes down
Someones talking back

2 hearts beating.
2 men barely alive.
Separated by fate.

1 almost gone insane
1 almost died every month by his own claw

But they faced the odds and survived 12 years of agony and depression.

They alone have each other. But they are separated and alone.

This is truly marauders no more

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Im soooo sorry for not updating as frequent as i promiseddd
But i will update as soon as i can
I am currently out of ideas
I am trying SERIOUSLY
  My brain just cant think of a story which is unique, not cliché and too cheesy
Anyways thanks for the CRAZY milestone. Goshhhh the reads keep growin and i am astonished

-rena ♡☆