Remus slipped out of the dorm to the kitchen area. He needed to take his mind off what happened yesterday and get breakfast for the both of them.
He knocked on James' door. "Potter ! Wake up, we gotta get breakfast before the cafeteria stops serving!"
"Nyah !"
The boy rolled his eyes. "Fine you owe me one."
***
Sirius felt the sun roast his arm. "Shit what ?" He groaned.
Head pounding and stomach growling. But what hit him worse was the heart break. He woke up alone again. He remembered something.
Someone promised to stay with him in the morning. Someone promised to be different than everyone before him. Sirius felt a tear run down his cheek.
"Shit.. I don't even know him." He grabbed on to his hair and curled into the bed.
Wait a minute. This isn't even his bed ! He was in Remus'. From the countless times he'd come in and annoy his roommate, he recognised every inch of this room.
Mind going on high speed. Sirius put two and two together. Remus was the person who promised him. Even his bestfriend couldn't keep his word.
Sirius kicked the blankets and walked with his palm on the wall for support. Where did they keep the aspirin ? Every step sent a sting through his bones. Hang overs were the worst.
He tried leaning against the counter top but soon his knees gave out. Today's hang over isn't just an alcoholic hang over. It was hurt and stomach aches mixed with your brain in a roller coaster.
From a distance he heard the door open and hurried footsteps come his way.
"Sirius ? Sirius are you okay ? Can you hear me ?"
Remus' face came to frame and Sirius felt a fresh batch of tears threatening to spill. Both from the increasing pain and feelings.
"You promised ! Y-you said you'll be here when the sun's u-ow fuck." Sirius felt his nerves pull when he shouted.
Remus had a shocked expression before saying."I'll explain when we get you to bed. C'mon arms around my neck."
Sirius had no choice but to follow. Though, he refused to look at Remus' face or feel his sturdy arms pick him up with ease or the bicep hooked under his knees.
The pillows welcomed him again. This time he didn't fight it. Too weak to the so and partly curious to hear Remus' explanation.
"Eat, they had clear soup today."
"No. I don't want to eat until you explain yourself."
Honestly, it wasn't because he didn't want to. He just can't pick a spoon up. Let alone aim for his mouth. Sirius had a big enough ego to not want to embarrass himself.
His stomach unceremoniously disagreed with his choice by growling loudly. Remus raised his eyebrow.
A sigh. "For each question I answer, you eat? Deal ?"
"Fine." Sirius maintained his cold look. "Why did you leave ?"
Remus held the silverware close enough for Sirius to eat from it. "I woke up early enough to get you and James and Peter breakfast. All three of you have the shittiest hangovers so I ran down before the canteen closes for lunch."
"Then.. then why didn't you leave a note ?" I thought of the worst, Sirius added in his mind.
Remus can't help but feel his insides mush at the cute sight of spoon feeding Sirius Black. "I- I thought it'd be a quick trip downstairs. You were knocked out cold anyways so I didn't bother."
"Why was I sleeping in your bed ? Did we.. ?"
"No !" Remus answered too quickly. "No, I mean.. I wouldn't make a move if you're drunk. And you came in here last night. I put you in your bed then suddenly I wake up with you under my chin."
Sirius blushed. "Sorry, I was dreaming." He lied.Another spoon. "Did you mean what you said last night ?"
Sirius notice the change. Remus tensed and pretended to stirr the soup. "Uh.. yes. I did."
"Can I still kiss you ?"
The spoon fell limp in the bowl when Remus' head shot up. "What?! You'd want to kiss me ?"
Sirius grinned. "Who wouldn't want to kiss you dumby ?"
Sirius finally gaining some strength, moved the bowl out of Remus' lap to the night stand. "Are you..sure ?" Remus asked again.
"You missed the chance to say serious. I can't say I'm disappointed in you."
Oh my God, he is serious. Remus set his left palm beside Sirius' legs. Right hand holding Sirius' face as he leaned in.
This is the moment. Remus studied Sirius' face. The same flaming cheeks and deep grey eyes. Dark hair messily tied behind his neck leaving only a few strands around his cheek bones.
"Holy shit." Remus muttered under his breath. His thumb playing with Sirius' bottom lip.
"Yes, holy shit indeed. Now when are you gonna really kiss me ?"
Remus' eyes grew hazy. "Why are you in such hurry Juliet ?"
"BecaUuUsE," Sirius said in a snobby tone. "The poison is going to kill me any second now Romeo so if you want to pick up the pace !"
"Alright alright."
Remus finally closed the gap. He felt Sirius' hands snake into his hair and holding his head in place.
From various sources, Remus expected Sirius to be a feisty kisser. The type to tug and turn it into a whole other game. The musician can rile any person up with just his kisses.
Remus would like to detest that. The Sirius he's kissing is peppering his face with butterfly kisses. So gentle as if Remus might break.
"Okay, that's enough. You need to finish eating and get an aspirin." Remus pulled away earning a groan.
"Always the responsible one." Sirius smiled. "Feed me. My head still hurts."
"You were kissing me like an athlete but you can't pick up a spoon ?"
A smack.
"Fine, fine lay back now."
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