wolfstar oneshots 💕 (Finished)

53. Chemist

song:
Cancer by My Chemical Romance

(my friends reading this: Whoop there it is *fat amy voice*)

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the dull beeping of the machine kept going.

beep beep beep beep meep

my breathing slowed and i already froze, unable to move.

cancer. is a killer. boi its good at doing its job. im already near my end.

"remus.. remus" i croaked

"yes what is it ?" he lookes down at me smiling. he truly is an angel. i already feel like in heaven.

"can you please get me water ?"

"yea sure wait for a second"

he scurried over to the water dispenser, filling in the glass

"its already a second remus"

"youre just impatient love" he chuckled.

its really depresing. like honestly im 21 and hes 22 and we plan to get married then ding dong  some devil told my cancer cells to act up. and here we are.

thanks to those cells i lost my hair. im completely bald. i mustve looked like voldemort. i turned pale. skinnier than healthy. im just a walking toothpick. but remus loves me either way

but in all seriousness aunt Andromeda is supposed to be at our house. to clean my stuff. i told them to just dump the junk somewhere. maybe donate a few to people who want it. i promise i wont haunt you. but my leather jacket stays. for remus if he wants it. and he wants it.

hes wearing it now. he gave me the water and sat beside me. "thanks rems. you know i love you right ?like very very much." i looked at him and he smiled. his eyes sparkled with tears and his face growing red.

"and i know im leaving soon. and the hardest part of leaving all this is you."

then the door bursts open.

"damn it sirius you prick" james came in sobbing and hugging me

"thought you already made a group of potters" i commented waving to lily and harry who just came in.

peter and Tonks and Andromeda came soon after

"its a full house today huh?" i tried joking

"alrighty since everyones here, let me say a few words to my deer friends and my boyfriend"

james held lily. harry moved and sat on my bed. hes currently 11 and just starting hogwarts. everyone circled me.

"look im not going to last any longer lets just make that clear. my hairs gone,lips dry and skin pale. im not going to stay. so im going to say Goodbye. i love all of you and when you say bye to me. please let me go. dont let my death burden you. be true to your goodbyes okay?" i ended and smiled at them

"good bye uncle paddy" harry smiled at me wiping away tears furiously.

"bye brother" james smirked and lily waved "bye wet dog"

"good bye pads" peter cried quietly
"bubye sirius" tonks smiled and changed her hair to go bald.

i raised my hand and flicked her head. "oww black that hurts" she groaned.
"bye sirius youre still my favourite nephew" andromeda smiled patted my shoulders

"siri-" "SIRIUS BLACK YOU DONT DIE" regulus' voice rang through the room.

"nah im still here" i answered before getting hugged. "we were just saying goodbyes" tonks said

"i guess im bound to do it too." regulus breathed and said " bye big bro" then his eyes got glassy

"siri good bye. i love you" remus' face was red and he kissed my fore head
"the hardest part of this is leaving you" i whispered to him when i felt slipping away.

my eyes looked to the open window and the warm spring breeze thats blowing in. pink petals from nearby trees came inside my room.

i smiled and passed.

i finally did it

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