wolfstar oneshots 💕 (Finished)

52. the ocean

2nd Januari 1934

Dear sirius, How are you ? im doing well in the British Army. they kept me alive for so long. and i guess i should thank merlin they didnt find out about my secret. 

we are currently doing more operations i dont know whats going on to be honest. i never do. the army here were just told what they needed to know. to minimise the chances of leaked battle plans but i dont care.

i miss you honestly. being in the navy and going to sea all the time. i just want to swim and head to Germany right now. and id probably get a bullet in my head for wearing my accent but id do anything for you at this point you know.

look they might move me somewhere near dunkirk and if they do i dont know what would happen. but if this is my last letter i want you to know that i love you so very much. ill see you soon.

love, lupin

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5th july 1938

dear remus You are not going to believe this but i think they are going to finish the brits. i know this is bad news for us but please take care. im a captain now in the air force. theyre making my squad circle some of the british towns every night to check on the progress and another bad news is the Germans are closing in

okay thats it enough bad news. you know i got promoted into Captain right ? i was happy and sad at the same time. im currently doing okay and i want you here. i miss you. since the last time we met in 36' i still havent got over it. remember the time i purposely stopped near your post so we could meet. damn British wine is something i wont for get. i miss you damn it. i wish the war could be over. i wish i was a brit. i wish we could be together in peace.

if this is my last letter then i love love you remus. i love you so much inside this envelope is my dog tag. damn it i know youre snickering but seriously. i love you and ill write to you soon.

love, black

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30th may 1940

dear sirius, FUCK im in dunkirk and i know youre here too. i saw your plane fly off above me one night. they are evacuating all british army of the coast.

im done for sirius. there are tons of us here and we only have a few transports. no one is going to pick me up. this is probably gonna be my last letter.

so you know what i couldnt do this in person but lets get married sirius. marry me and lets live happily together somewhere. i know im selling a dream but dream it with me and im sure it will come true. i love you sirius. i love you with the only organ thats still functioning well right now. insides the ring and my dog tags.
love you so much

love, remus

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"all british troops head to the ships right now hurry hurry" yelled a cadet.

i ran as fast as i could to the nearest shelter. enemy planes are above us and are not wasting time in trying to demolish us all.

the ships are far and i only have 2 legs. and there are thousands of us here. im trapped and i possibly wont come back.

then i heard another bomb and scrambled inside a dead plane. the sound was deafening and the pain in my leg has not stop throbbing. i ran out again and ran to the harbour.

peter and James and lily are alread half way there. and sirius and regulus are fine im sure. they are talented pilots and their team is currently bombing the shit out of us.

i saw their planes but they didnt drop any bombs. only dropped them far away from where my location was. as i ran half way on the beach. i remembered sirius. he loved the beach and oceans as much as i do but chose to go the air force because he cant swim too well.

i miss him and hes the only reason i keep pushing my self to stay alive. bombs kept coming and enemy troops now circled the harbour. i tried running. i really did but my injury is clearly not helping.

i looked up and saw sirius' plane circling above me. like an angel in ugly ass metal. hes protecting me ? wow hes such a gentleman. i ran and ran as the bombs were held off by sirius. he might get killed for treason.

then i felt pain. everywhere on my body. bullets went through me as if i were a ghost. then a bomb fell from sirius and the sound of guns shooting at me stopped. his plane landed and he ran to me.

his arms hugging me and half dragging me behind the plane.

"hey this is the worst date i could ever imagine but its great to see you " sirius started while frantically trying to heal my wounds.

"sirius stop please im not dying without having a decent talk with my boyfriend" i stated he look at me and smirked

"its husband now dear" he showed me his ring finger and smiled smugly at me.

"its a pretty ring you got there. i wonder who its from" i teased

"oh yes i got it from my beautiful husband and now hes half dying on my lap damn it remus" sirius almost smiled when tears fell from his eyes.

"hey im the one whose dying i know we just got married and we havent had a chance to build a family but i love you sirius and ill miss you forever up there" i smiled at him feeling my own tears falling.

"i hate you remus for leaving me faster but i love you too" sirius smiled at me and kissed my forehead.

then i felt light and saw his eyes one last time.

my eyes opened again but i saw sirius weeping by my dead body. i looked down and knew i was a spirit. i tried warning sirius a whole new squad of germans are ready to fire at someone who looked like they had cheated on hitler.(sorry i forgot the other word for treason)

then they started shouting at sirius and 1 bullet ended his life.

i felt hands holding mine. i feel his shoulders bumping mine. and i look up and see him smiling brightly at me.

"cmon lets have some peace"
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if any of you know a sentence better to explain "cheated on hitler" thing please comment. im in jakarta and currently is 1.53 AM and im completely mad so please excuse any typos but love yall